today was a damn tiring day
woke up at 545 this morning
and reach sch at 719, slpt in sch Z_Z
having practical in e morning is really tiring
i almost faint while listening
reach home at 8 again today
candice talk to me suddenly, i was shock and happy
suppose to mit Q but no news from her
i think she oso tired and busy

yingling introduce me a show called 不良笑花 by rannie and willba
it was really funny and e jia si le looks really like a grown-up chinen haha
i was crazy for him man, he really is handsome
also read a new nice manga called 'yoroshiku master'
where e reindeer was to serve his Santa to deliver present every Christmas
really touching and nice manga eventhough i dnt think i had forcus much

Smile always | 11:07 PM

i think im dying from sch work
today i have 5 hrs free tym until my cds and i have to stay in sch from 1 till 6
and attend a lesson which last 1 hrs which is french
i slept in the library for a very long time but time still flies slowly

tmr i will have to reach sch at 745AM!! to change into my chief uniform and attend lesson
and now i hv to wait for my hair to dry b4 i sleep
so i thin i can update a bit
but i feel board sometimes whr only i was e one updating my blog and not my frens
feel so wu liao

tmr will be a long day for me
i think i will TRY MY BEST to survive e long hrs in sch
dono wat will happen tmr
hope for e better

Smile always | 11:43 PM

today valerie bake a cake too, which is a chocolate one and hers taste spongy....not like mine crusty and tasteless but i tried to add more icing to it today and it taste well with the icing on
but still no one dares to tried it again except mummy
i saw her 'plucking' a portion of the cake and pop it into her mouth
she did not say anything but to continue eating the cake dat i have baked
i feel so touch at dat moment to have some one to eat what i hv made

nowadays i got myself hook on to Korea singer DBSK
there is one song named "Mirotic" which sound so pop
i like the beat and the tune of this song whr i can't resist
they are cool and look man, hope dat one day my kota will also turn man
haha

sometimes, i thot of giving up culinary and turn my goal towards singing which can make me popular and also allow me to sing out my feeling for each song which is preciously written by those song writer haha
but .... i dont think i will, haha
jus bcos i wanna meet my yabu kota who was in Japan
i can't just give up my dream so easily neh....
i think i will just have to become a famous cook and appear in front of them and cook a real meal for them and hope they enjoy and rmb me well haha
but wat i really want was to let ppl feel for wat they eat and not eat for wat they see or sense

Smile always | 11:44 PM

i think it was almost time so i faster drop in to post haha
wat i would like to say today was
i baked a cake and no one eats it
e conclusion was "its not sweet at all' & 'too dry'

i get depress by those comments but i was determint to try it again some other day
jus have to find time to finish dat BIG cake b4 making another


haix GINSENG !!!!!

Smile always | 11:59 PM

Smile always | 12:39 AM

finally got my chief knife!!! paid 178.50 for just a few knifes lor.... i feel hard pain for paying so much jus for knife
and b4 collecting i thot it will be knifes in suitcases
but when i really got it
i was abit disappointed about its appearance
it was a bag with types of knife in it and thermometer .......
how i wish i could find a box and put them all nicely in it
which will make it cool to me hahaaaa, and i love suitcases

but i dnt think i will have much opp this year cos all theory again this semester
and i have so many things to read and uds my head are spinning ardy

i feel that....i cun be with my sister(classmates) anymore
i feel weird when we are walking tgh and no one ever notice me nor tok to me
even if i respond i will get ignored very quickly
but i was luck to have YL who will still tok to me as usual

今天，二姐死了

Smile always | 11:59 PM

finally i got a language French!!!!
i thot i have lost all my chance of change away from problem solving technique but i was happy dat i got french in the end and it was e teacher who asked mi
im so glad dat she still rmbs be even though i was like harassing her for not able to change my CDs
hahaxx

and i m totally happy really happy to get it but i only can tell this to myself and get happy for only myself
i have no one to tok to lea cos every one look so busy with their stuff and tends to ignore me recently that is why i am feeling lonely....

tmr i will go interview at Bistro walk to get a waitress job as on tue
i will hv 5 hrs free tym in sch and i dnt wanna waste my time sleeping in the library
so i thot i can go work there to earn some money
today went home to get some money to pay back mama
and i feel so bad just to go home and take money from my mum
for e first tym i was seriously looking at her face
and i felt dat she had been tired all along
and i wish dat i could help her by studying hard
hope dat for this sem my grade will not be flooded with red marks....::)

Smile always | 11:51 PM

today was another day and finally i got to visit my 1st CDs class psy-creativity
i feel that i hv seen e lecturer some where in my past life time but i cun rmb wen and whr
at 1st i thot i was e ONLY gal in e class but i was lucky there is at most 2 mre gals in e class
cos i was e 1st gal to reach the room dats why and i think i choose e wrong place to sit

i sat beside a guy named chin meng
he is not good looking but he's talkative and i dnt really like him bcos
his mustache(??) is not cleanly shave and it leaves a bad image of him to me
other guy look weird hahhaaa and i nv get to tok to other ppl yet merely introducing and a bit of e lecture
he release us 30 mins late which means i will hv to go home late for today and i was really slpy dat i doze off on e bus

today i went to find mdm lau abt e change of Cds and i was really sad
very very very sad dat i could not change pst for another thing cos all e others had ardy been filled up by ppl
ARGH!!!!!!

i will be getting my knife set le hahaaa so happy but nid to pay 178.50 for one set *_*
haiz tmr still got sch but i was happy dat i was able to slp well at night cos i was really tired
carnival coming around e corner i think cos dats wat i heard from e briefing
and i feel dat this sem is rather rush and short
new year still nid to study sian

Smile always | 11:56 PM

sian today school reopen liao i feel hard in sch
ate western food today and find it......nth to say
got into e cds i dnt like but i was lucky dat i can still change but must see whether got space for me to go in or not
if not i will hv to opp for other language de
cos it will be better den e pst i feel it will be a waste of time for me to take dat
if i could take some language in sch den i think i can save some money for learning it outside

hahaaa
i feel lonely today
although i have frens arnd me but i jus feel rather lonely
feel like i was left walking alone on streets, wondering arnd looking for some one who know me will to understand me and answer all my qns and make me happy
but i think im lost
in my own world or questions....

Smile always | 9:20 PM

yesterday i try making xing zhou mee boon and it came out to be a successful one :)
it was finish when i went home today this evening, feel so happy to have people to finish wat i cook
this was e first tym i think

but i failed to bake a loaf cake today....it was terrible....
the cake rise too much until it over flow .....
doing some research on net to find out what's e problem behind it
and i dnt i found any
but i was happy to find many other things on net
also some information about culinary school at other country :)
my dream was to enter one of that school after i graduate

i got hook on to a planner which belongs to my sis e other she came over
it was light yellow for e background and a few roll of clover as decoration
and i love that planner alot
e character in e planner was so Kawaii....
.but it was X_X
$22 for a planner smaller den a A4 size paper
hmm......

Smile always | 10:26 PM

how i wish im dead for a day or two
things are happening all arnd me
i hate this kind of life
i just hope there is a corner for me to hide forever

Smile always | 10:15 PM

though of goin home to bake biscuti today de but dono why i became lazy dnt feel like walking home liao hahaa

emilie came over today and was studying for her o level
and i was glad that i had oready pass a tym whr i hv to stress for exams
haiz school start on tuesday dono wat to do sia
hv to get my bag back from Q or else i got no other smalll bag to put my things liao

i feel it strange wen frens arnd my dnt really update their blog
i still rmb i once asked Q y and her reply to my is bcos
nth really happen on dat day so there is nothing for her to update in her blog
her reply leads my to a thought

do we really hv to update our blog only wen things happen?? must we have a reason to blog??
isn't blog a place for us to write wat one was doing for the day and how lives of his or her goes even though we, frens, were not around ??

and ya one more thing b4 i end, i would like rmb this person for e rest of my live
her name will be shi jia
she own me money but she clam dat she had return me but she hasn't
den she scold me out of e blue becos her mistaken me for some issue
but she never apologist to me at all and went MIA for a few days on msn
nvm she still remain slients for a few weeks and suddenly send me a email saying she hate me where i did not do anything to her
I HATE HER FOR E REST OF MY LIVE

for me to get so angry, she will have a hard life from now on and troubles and problem cling on to her for years lost money for no reason and better to suffer for days b4 e day ends

Smile always | 9:29 PM

finally, i step out of my house for a long day at home.

actually i have planned what i should do for today. but it did not go as what i planned.
i plan to walk to hougang mall to return my overdue library book den walk to popular to buy son stationary den return comic and borrow 2 new comic which was release a few days ago den go home to bake some biscuit.

but what actually happen today is...........
i walk to hougang mall, returned my books and bought 色诱中毒 14 den walk to popular but i did not buy anything den i walk out. i walk pass chameleon, went in to buy clip which i miss place. walk to return comic but did not manage to borrow any comic home so i went to take bus but i received Q de msg asking me to meet her at her hse so i took 101 to her hse and had dinner with her den we wen home.....

what happen today makes me feel that its no use planning things so clearly....cos it will nv happen i now den believe how true this sentence was even though i have heard it from vanishree long long tym ago.....

till today den i know dat i got into e cds class dat i dnt wish to get into..!!!!! i was damn worried dta i would have to stay with it for e rest of my semester but heng thing is, it can be changed hhaaahaaaa but i really wish i can change

todya will be the day whr i ate the most X beehoon in my live
it cost $4.....$4!!!!! for just a plate of bee hoon whr i can get it at $2+ at other store
but......e bee hoon was nice with char siew and shirmp
not bad liao but y so X sia
haiz

GINSENG!!!!

Smile always | 10:53 PM

Smile always | 12:17 AM

HAIZ....sian have been at home to 2 days liao

haha today i had several dreams, as usual i cun really remember all but some
i rmb dreaming some thing like my dog, food? supplements
hahaa quite a strange dream but hope dat it doesn't come true haha

today i was wake up by my mum using a packet of mail dat was for me
i was so happy as it was fast for me to have received wat i hv ordered on blogshop
it was scarf
i ordered several colour some is my sis de and i really love the quality of the scarf
i put it on wen i unwrap it from the package
hahaaaa
i love it

i think it was becos i wear black colour t-shirt dats y e scarf look more nicer
haha but i dono whether i was on e right track or not haha

Smile always | 2:32 PM

i was shock today....i was shock to know dat Hey Say Jump MV- your seed was featured on MTV!!
but i dint see it////()_()//// i think i missed it some how
but i was happy for them, b cos to b able to get their MV featured on MTV
it will also means that their popularity is building up alrdy
hahaaaaaa

today was e day whr qing sch reopen....thinking of which my class also starts nxt week!!!
feel so sian...dnt hv the heart to go back to school
but this was my dream and i should not drop my head towards failure
wahahahaaaaaaa

i have been staying st home for too quite a long tym liao
feel like getting rusty liao
but haix...

dono how to continue....

Smile always | 9:09 PM

today slag at home again but got go out for dinner at mac with qing... (sry no offence)
feel got cheated by mac
weekend dnt hv student meal liao
but i dono, so ate mac for 6.80!!!
i should hv ordered e chicken fold over de....haix.....but too bad i ardy place order liao
i only realize it wen qing told me dat, but as i say, too late liao

although i know dat sj did not link me anymore but i still treat her as part of my memory
她对我不仁 但我不能对人不义
i dono if i could say dat but。。。
haix。。。。i dono la
因为人心难解

my school oso reopening liao....haiz......but i have mix feeling for it
dono how should i react to my frens in tp wen i go back on Monday haha

Smile always | 10:37 PM

ahhh i was so angry today

first: there should be gathering of humming frens de but non of them reply
but non of them called or reply regarding the cancel of the meeting
making ppl wait like idiot
funny ma?
sorry i dnt think so

Second: i was chating happily with charlotte on msn
but she makes my blood boils when i hv to say thing again and again
first she let we choose e place whr we mit and hv our dinner
so i choose wat i wan
den she change den ask me to choose again
i was like....
dint i was chosen wat i wan and told u alrdy?
i was thinking if you are to decide on things den dnt ask mi to choose den change again wen i hv made my decision

due to this i skip my lunch and waited
no reply
thanks
i hv a late lunch
very late one
but i was lucky that my mum still left something for mi in the end
i also told her im not eating dinner too
but she still cooks for us
she's always so good to me

Smile always | 7:05 PM

haha...finally Hey Say Jump de Mayonaka no Shadow boy is out!!!

i watch their PV many time today liao

and i also manage to record it down and so....

now it will be in my IPod from today onwards!! hahahaaa

one angry thing happen today

i went home, rushing, jus to catch Music Station

which should be showing today at 6 on animax

but when i reached home and finally on the tv

nothing was shown
.........

one happy thing happen today too...

i made some cupcakes which i failed e last tym i made it

but dono why it doesn't seem to raise much

so i was thinking where did i do wrong

and while walking....***

i got e answer to my qns

hahaaaa

i will try tmr agian hahaaa

another sad thing

form today onwards

there will not be any D-gray man on art central anymore.....

sad, sad, sad...............

T_T

but hope for more interesting anime hahaaaa

Smile always | 11:07 PM

ahhh!!!! ii ate a big packet of potato chips today!!! im gaining weight in the holiday le la *_*
i think i will have to exercise more than 30 mins and perspire until all my clothes wen drench men
haiz.......

oh ya btw, i change my skin to day as i found this blog skin which is soooo cute!!!!
Kawai!!
all those hello kitty are made from rice, i think its hello kitty onigiri and fish cake....yaa

i did nothing today but stay in front of my lappi and watch why why love and happen to finish it today and i cried wen e ppl in e show cry....>_<
e guy push away and hurt that girl bcos he knoe dat he was about to die but e girl insist dat she will still be her girlfriend even after all those cruel thing e guy has done to him.... and....and.....
haiz too sad liao story too long liao im happy dat i watch this drama

i was also reading manga 'Heart' on the net, but it was only half of it only. i wanted to buy the full set of this comic haha although i hv read this comic but e story is so nice and so i want to treasure it and keep it .

i realize that in my wardrobe, i have very very very few clothes for going out de... mostly all is home clothes haha
i think i had swasted too much money buying home clothes and not 'outing' clothes le
so now, i would hv to try increase my income to fill it with 'outing' clothes hahahaaaaa

i receive an email from a lady offering me a job as waitress de, i dono how she got to mi or i think is i send in resume to her
jus that i forget about it liao hahahaaaa
but e pay.... not too bad but i still dono how to ans her haizz.....

should i work or not???

Smile always | 6:54 PM

haha today went to kbox with my fren haha
dint hv enof singing lea
feel like the time flies so fast and we are late bcos i over slept
but she say that e rice there was not so oily but i feel e rice is oily lea
haha i think different ppl hv different way of tasting food bahx

we also bought ice cream from amk and e ice was.... ok la
not dat bad to eat but its jus not too worth
cos 太小杯了
but now ok la better den 难吃吧。。。

have a walk arnd amk b4 we go home
and i Q to buy e famous durain pancake which was on TV long ago
i dare not buy too much cos e Q behind me was VERY long
and i ate it wif my mum after me dinner and it was.....

YUMMY!!!! e taste still remains in my mouth even after a few hours
haha.... i love durain!!!

Smile always | 10:29 PM

today went out to clark quay with charlotte
ytd when i heard this i knew dat she hv something to do there dats y she ask whether i wanna go there anot
but today wen we reach there e company has ardy moved away....
but it was also good for mi becos i found the shop dat i did not got to see it e last tym
and i thot e shop moved away actually it did not

one more month - one day will be my birthday liao
haha
looking forward to it
trying to think of what i wan for my present haha
and i wanted a new hp from my parents haha
if im not wrong is W890 sony erricson de

i finish watching Gokusen II today too
a bit angry & a bit sad today
but i really know why
but when i thot of Koki's word from Cartoon KUT-TUN
"when my bd was coming i will thot that i was a year closer to my death neh"
haha, i think dat was true oso
ppls' live ends as tym pass by and....haiz....
my bd falls on school day....
SIAN AR....

wanna feel wats it like to got bash by frends
cos i nv had one in my life b4
feel like trying this out haha

wanna find a job as fast as possible
i wan $$$

Smile always | 9:40 PM

Smile always | 12:44 AM

heh after i read qing's blog i den know dat today was xiang ling's bd neh.... i only knoe dat today is candice bd haha

today i nv out at all only walking around in my hse, eating green bead as my lunch haha and it was nice
i think im getting indigestion due to over eating in sakae
i hardly feel hungry when it was tym for meals haha
but i still eat some cos my mum did make an effort to prepare the meals so....
now den i really know why they say
hao ren nan zhuo liao
cos as i eat food wen im not hungry at all

i feel bloated in the middle of the night and i wasn't able to got o bed at all neh.....
how cum i hv such a weak digestion lea
haix i oso dono

to day i was trying my best to perspire as much as possible cos i think by doing this can help to burn a little bit of fats in my body bahx
haha

Smile always | 8:22 PM

below are the photos that i would like to update but dont hv the tym to
but now it up here now
although not all are present here but i will try to place my beautiful memories here
because i dnt wish to forget them

the mouse there...although the pattern was nice but this mouse is spoiled, cannot be used
we changed place because of this mouse lols...

this was what we had order when we are too crazy eating all the way in the middle
every thing is jus so delicious, BUT all are not mine only 3 plates were mine
i think i will miss this view man, i thot i only can see this in drama where the actor order alot of food until almost the table where filled with food haha


the only red plate given and i choose this...octopus!! they were cold....very cold
but they were BIG not like those we see at edo sushi shop
the size is jus so much difference but i like it alot :)

Smile always | 9:04 PM

Smile always | 12:55 PM

feel like nothing was going to happen today lea
wan go kbox too X liao go shopping no money
haiz sian

i woke up late today cos i was dreaming, i wake up and feel very tired dats why
but i cun rmb a thing wen i wake up so i think it will happen in my future days bahx haha
but it was not something dat is bad happening to mi la haha

i got hook in to koda kumi' s new song "TABOO" i like the tune of the song and Hey Say Jump's "YOUR SEED" i feel my heart beating very fast wen i saw yabu looking on to the screen haha
i like him alot but e chance of me being his gf is so slim
if i can meet him and even tok to him will be best for me le bah haha

YABU KOTA ROX

haiz bill gone up i cannot use my lappi much liao i thinki only canot on it for any updates for my blog bah and to take a look at my shop
shen yi nan zhuo ar!!

no earning for this month sian
hope for sakae and kbox is so slim sia

Smile always | 4:18 PM

hai sian electric bill going up again i will have lesser tym for my lappi liao (sopsop)

i was watching kyou kara maou this few days usign my lappi but i think i was too late to watch it
1st and 2nd season was ban only left with 3rd season but it was oso nice since i had watch a bit of it e last tym but i was long tym ago liao

gundam 00 2nd season and vampire knight guilty is coming out today in japan!! hope dat that could upload it faster so dat i can watch it faster hahahaaaa

have to work tmr feel a bit sian... go out wif mum to ntuc place arnd in e shopping mall haha
nice

bot 2 comics oso
Kekkaishi and Tsubasa chronicles reservoir

wish for charming junkie neh.... so interesting manga hahaa i luv naga and umi- chan

Smile always | 6:09 PM