today i hv nothing much to say
i jus want to apologize to one of my fren that i'm sorry
really i dint know dat i hurt you so much im really sorry
i really wish to be forgiven and things return to normal

i really hate my character really....
if i can, i really wish not to hurt her
but now its too late wat has done had been done
hope dat we can still be close

but i hv lost my hope of living now
wish dat i can find it b4 everything is too late...

Smile always | 7:48 PM

today jerry passed away, jus when i was about to go out to buy my mum newspaper
we carried him to the place whr my beloved wu er tu is buried and make his grave there. even though i wasn;t close to him, but he was with us for quite some time and we do hv feelings for him...
may his soul rest in peace, and hope dat wu er tu will look after him for me.

today early morning wen to polyclinic to see a doc becos of headache haiz
and got myself a mc but i still wen to sch for test and it happen to be at the end
but i missed e tut for FC in the morning so....ok la at least i dnt get a *** for today
but i missed out psy lesson ytd and wasn't given a mc for dat haiz

got my contact lenses today
wen with my sis and this was my first tym putting one so a bit nervous but the person there said i was fast in learning how to put in 1
i was thinking.......was it real?

very late liao i still hvn finish my assignment yet
every day go out until very late den reach home haiz....
have to work hard for project and coming exam liao

Smile always | 10:52 PM

hey hey i 'made' myself another home for writing in wordpress haha
bcos of e influence of my brother who is now oversea
but i nv decide to tell anyone bcos i dnt think iw ill be using it much haha i jus create for fun only haha but it was nice to try new things
i got the time to do it bcos haha i suppose to print something at home but i forgot to save it in my hard dice so play around net
but i was damn faddap wif e speed of net at home super de slow

but i was lucky to have excess at mama hse haha

today was a ......day i sat in btwn 2 boy on my way to sch today and i feel like i was been squeeze
aldo they nv do anything to me la haha
today i was really angry wif my fren
den i thot of one qns
if i were to borrow something from 'you' am i suppose to call u in order to return 'u' ur things??
she borrowed my hard disc and nv return me
call her like hell she kap my call not once but 4 times
i was damn angry cos i hv assignment to print out for handing in but she jus went MIA and let me run arnd like idiot to look for her and she jolly well sit there studying for her test
and den later send me a msg make until like i was e one in wrong

我真没想到世界上还有这种人， 真是人心难料

Smile always | 11:32 PM

hey hey today i hv lunch with qing and i saw ethel
she lives near my hse which is near to bowen...
actually it is only beside hahaa

ytd wen out with qing to meet nicolas for my birthday treat
he doesn't change much unlike my brother who got more muscular and darker skin color haha
too bad he now in taiwan and got to know that he got injured during his training
haix...dono how is he now...nv call nothing from him

back to topic
we ate at ajisen and i called for ramen which i later regrate not to call for wat qing had called
cos her set contain more of my favourite food and it's in small proportion
actually for e side dish i thot of ordering alot to eat de
but luckily we nv cos after my ramen i was 80% full liao
and for dat day i nv had my dinner as e ramen make me survive for dat long time
eating in ajisen makes me thot of sakae haiz but she say not to go any more

i have been rushing project for most of my tym today but i only manage to finish some
still got alot of things for mi to finish sia
hate project men
tmr surpposely was a day off for me de lol but bcos of e proj i hv to travel 1 hr to sch and also bring my lappi too

Smile always | 10:26 PM

i thot i was very well known but i wasn't
i thot it was not only my fault but it seems to be

time is rushing us forward which cause us to miss the time for each other
but i tried to ask but the attitude was.....
i dont know how to explain it but was it my own problem here?

tmr there is a important test which will affect my end year results
and i have to study, but was cared was 'myself'
concern was not found in the sentence
i wonder y

Smile always | 12:25 AM

many things happen
good and bad
but im too tired to type will continue nxt time
too busy with sch work liao
feel like dying

Smile always | 12:30 AM

i nv know that simple words can hurt persons feeling
maybe i should learn from xiao jing teng, remain quiet and nothing will happen

i have nothing much to say cos i was very very busy nowadays and i thot i could go out wif frens or family for dinner but they were not free all of them reject me (sad) but wat to say, this is human's life

i bought the bun dat doremon love '铜锣烧' haha and it was super duper nice DELICIOUS!!!
tha cake was soft and the filling was neither too sweet nor too bland when eaten tgh the feeling and the taste was OMG it have already exceeded the word 'delicious' found in the dictionary

Smile always | 11:34 PM

Smile always | 7:42 PM

haix today CCN was fun but i jus dnt like this classmate of mine
she was very*** i was helping while my shift was over den she push me aside and ask me to go home since my shift is ardy over
i was thinking y cun i jus stay to help?
i think she jus wanna play with e things there and make ppl praise her
dats wat humans are haha

today while goin home i was slping in e bus and i wasn't aware that e ticketing man was beside me and wen he wake me up i was like shock haha cos i thot i slept till the end ardy of i have pass my stop ardy but i hasn't
i was damn slping for no reason haix i think im growing now haha
cos ppl say that if u like to sleep alot for no reason there is 2 reason
1) ur body is using energy to help u in growing process so at this tym u shld slp and not stay awake
2) u're sick
haha

slpy liao
tmr nid to reach sch by 730
haix
i hate gin-na

Smile always | 11:18 PM

after reading ivan's blog i finally realize that today was koda kum's birthday!!
dat remind me of aini, my classmate. she got almost e same face and hair cut like kodo kumi but the only thing missing from her is a smooth skin and some make-up
im sure dat if she was to put on some, she can go participate in e imitation show as koda kumi
haha

tmr will be CCN day but i dnt feel very happy at all
cos frens were staying over night to finish those touch up for tmr but i wasn't there wif em
i feel neglected today as i was toking to em, they totally ignore me even though i was talking in front of them.
i was happy talking to them at first but this does not last
now den i know dat human sucks in some way
women/ladies are man hunter

no one is good on their outer, their true colours are hidden inside them
time reveals everything...

Smile always | 11:20 PM

Smile always | 12:44 AM

OMG too many things happening this week

1st i have 2 quizzes on thursday and i only studies half for one
2nd tmr got FCS lab and i hvn rmb things that i have to rmb and also the cutting of carrots
3rd friday is CCN day got things to settle too
4th project draft nid to hand in by thursday on consultation day

OMG OMG OMG

i onyl complete bits of the above wat should i do
and i accidentaly cut my thumb while practicing for FCS.... no bleeding haha but still scary sia
e blade only 'touch' my thumb and i got a cut on it liao
and i touch it for many times so can imagine how many 'cuts' i hv on my thumb haha '
haix tmr nid to get up early
today got angry over msn thing
pls i hv no tym for playing gif me some tym for resting

Smile always | 11:31 PM

today went to sch for BNF tut i thot i was goin to late so i called father to bring me to sch and so i wait so very long at e bus stop and i was early for class haha

i forgot to bring my glasses so i cun see things much haix feel like getting a pair of contact lenses asap but nid to save a bit b4 i spend haix
went to meet out wif Q and i was late i was delayed by my 'dinner'
i feel guilty after leaving the hse which i dont wish to say much abt it anymore haix
having test this week sian CCN also this week friday haiz so busy but nothing to do

this part very hard to explain haix
GINSENG!!!

Smile always | 11:29 PM

hey hey today i met out with mr tan and i was haha late
bcos i woke up late.... almost till the meeting tym
i was late bcos i hv to finish my work for a bit b4 i met him and go home to print something and do my home work and to pack the clothes for mailing

but i was too late for the post...
they closes at 2 and i reached at 2 plus
i was damn.....bcos the thing was heavy and i thot guys will help a gal to carry their things wen they are complaining but he nv haiz
not all guys are dat good de neh...
haha

and this was the present i got from him for my birthday


huang zhen yi
i always wanted to buy this but i m broke
and he wasn't dat close to me so i dint dare to ask for expensive stuff

i went home today and thot my mum will give me some thing but i was wrong again
i think i just have to get use to things haix
i checked the fridge and there wasn't any cake in there so i think they dont take my birthday seriously becos i wasn't too this year i think is wat i should get

today got inuyasha movie btu i wasn't able to watch it becos my mum wanna watch dat stupid show ...ARGH...
how i wish my hse have 2 television den e prob will be solved
but nvm i still hv other things to do
and i feel that i always complaining abt things ardy me while i was living a good life
i think i get too pampered over things
nid training liao
haix
more hmwk no tym

Smile always | 10:48 PM

today was my birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

e sad things was....today still hv sch but today i was happy
really frens in tp celebrate for me and also LiQing and my sis also
my mum send me a msg in the morning to wish me
and dats all

we went to swensen's to eat e free birthday treat ice-cream and a slice of cake from her
i was damn bloated by the end as i also ordered pasta for my dinner
but e paste has a gas or burn smell
in other words, it smell funny and i was suffering when eating the pasta
how i wish dat they could change for me sia
but in the end i still finish it, forcefully....haha...i was really happy to have frends celebrating for me and i wish for more ppl to send me wishes through msg and so i waited at 12am and i only saw LiQing's msg and no one elses...feel kinda sad in this part as in last year i get more den wat i get this year as in msg but with all that had happen today, i really thanks them for rmbering me in 356 days of the year
another sad thing was.....we nv take neoprint.... i really feel sad for not taking it
i thot i sound childish here but photo was wat i kip for remembering
it shows the happy times dat i had been with my frends in all my years

but nvm something better den nothing rite??


this was e cake by qi jie mei a Tiramisu cake which they later say dat it was not e real tiramisu as it does not hv cheese and alcohol taste....

me and my evil smile haha....i feel that i look like Gin from Bleach


this was the pasta i order mushroom chicken if im not wrong....it may look nic ebut i dnt like the taste make me suffer for a plate of pasta and i think it was my own fault for choosing this...photo by Charlotte... Model by Melanie...


slice of cake by her, she also ate the same ice cream cake ytd :) and it was nice thanks!!

my eyes really look small neh... maybe i show learn how to draw my eyes BIG so dat they dnt look small on photo haha
birthday cake from my sis val....Thank you!!

last and not least........

an ang bao from my god-ma!! this year only she giving me ang bao
wen home jsu now thot my mum will giv me another cute ang bao like last year but too bad nothing was given even my sis oso forget me
haiz

bell, tiff, qing, val, mummy, god-ma, yanling and qi jie mei
Thanks for their greetings to me

Smile always | 10:54 PM

i was a bit rush in bloggign today
cos i think today is special to me
cos today is Li Qing my dear fren de bd !!!

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you....
we met after sch at bugis to eat at swensen ice cream haha
but she was e only one eating not me
cos tmr will be my birthday so i will get to eat it tmr haha

i skipped today's psy- creativity and i told chin meng to help me take papers dat is issued to us and also notes
but i feel it was worth to skip it cos i only got one best and dear fren
i was in a diff france class b4 i left sch cos my cher was on training so....
and i really dont uds wat e hell he was talking lol
all he and his slang wat the.....

i really regret to miss e time which is at 12am to send her e msg haix
i was awake de lol but i was packing my bag so i missed
but i will rmb for nxt yr
DEFINITELY

we took neoprint tgh and this was e second time only two of us
and also other from my camera de.....

happy birthday!!


under pizza surgery must beware of flying food ....haha


her hair here looks....abit messy here from close look but i like her pose not like me look so ....

eating all the way she has to finish wats on e table haha
her personal xie zhen

Smile always | 11:42 PM

i was in a rush to update this so it will be short

i think i got into a fight with charlotte
i tried to an wei her
but she treat me like her pillow
vending her anger at me and i know i cannot blame her for dat as i know this is what i should be and.... i dono wat to say liao

my feelings today could not change to word to be recorded
it will only as my memory

Smile always | 11:55 PM

i baked a cake ytd and it comes out great!!! i tried again the cake which i fail the last time
and it was really nice and i was happy with myself
i thot i should practice more on my baking skills since i had not really success in making one and i dont believe that i really did it, i think this is wat they say' practice makes perfect' haha
but one sad thing is i forgot to take a photo of wat i made #_#
but nvm there is always a 2nd time haha

today as i was searching for e pic for my pod project, i came across a web where they sell bento box and shows about many different kind of method in making and packing of those bento and i really love it cos it was really really de nice

these are some of the pic:




this was a set....i really love this cos there is chopstick included in the bento box and also the red colour of the box makes it look so elegant, feel like making one now


this is jus t simple red colour bento box i like this because it is red and it look......simple and nice to me ... maybe this look mature to me bahx im not sure for myself too haha
green combination for bento, feel like wen i saw this bento pic so i thot i should write something to rmb this :)

credit to :http://www.jbox.com/SEARCH/bento
this was the dairy book which my sis bought at kinokuniya book store although it was small and X but i really love it can't really see it very clear but i jus like its simplicity but if it comes with a lock or something to prevent it from opening wen drop it will be perfect for me
but i still like it anyway haha

saw this from someones blog i think and it look so nice and cool to me
hope dat i could go to such country some day too...

to be continued....

Smile always | 12:25 PM