Smile always | 11:37 PM

some updates of photo of the previous event happened on 22 Dec whr we went to Seoul garden
love this pic alot becos of their smile warms my heart
Ohh i look BIG in this pic
the tree at AMK hub
wat we have conquered that day for the food marathon, the food is jus too delicious haha i ate alot that day many flavors of ice cream mixed tgh, this is my dessert!!

me and ya wen
qing wif alicia
ya wen & Alicia
me & Alicia

Smile always | 11:35 PM

Merry Christmas Grandpa and every one who read this entry
stay up jus to be e first to post this blog haha
and i send alot alot of msgs out jus to wish ppl haha
those who dont i would hv post it on ur blog so dnt worry haha

Smile always | 12:03 AM

Smile always | 10:57 PM

dono wat to write in todays blog so i went to others blog to get my ling gan (ideas) from it and i found this sentence frm on of e blog i visited:
"the only reason someone hates you is because they want to be just like you."
some how i feel a sense of comfort from this sentence
was i sick or something?? i hope not

my finger still hurts like hell due not as bad as ytd
today was e last day for POD practical and i was made e leader and haiz...
wat i can say is, i was a bad leader
and this makes me thot of wat i written in csas wksht
smthink like 'wat i wanna achieve' n i still rmb wat i wrote
' i wanna lead at least once in my life'
but now i know y i am not fit to be a leader
bcos i am weak in leading others as i could not even know wat i wanna do
haha for no reason my entry become so long

wat i wanna say frm my end of practical is tat guys are nice but hard to get close wif

Smile always | 11:53 PM

today was a terrible day for me, i cut my finger tgh with my nail
siyah.... there it goes....
my nail plus my flesh are gone and blood form a track on the table
im was so sorry for dirtying others papers *_*
i almost cried but i try to hold as this wasn't e first tym i see that
mummy also had her finger cut not once but many times and she still have to work
haiz so i have to be strong especially at this moment of time

but i wonder how am i gonna bath with this cut finger haiz
hope it get heal asap *_* cos it is very very troublesome to have a "disable' hand
having fun working with em today but we still can improve on team work tmr
my class was lucky to have afternoon class tmr hahaha

having bad luck all the way from this month
good luck pls come to me!!

Smile always | 7:01 PM

today i think i almost 'fainted' in my sleep
i wake up early today and i thot dat i should at least do some hmwk b4 i go out shopping
but as i was 'resting' on my bed
i feel a sudden discomfort but i have no voice to call out for help
and wen i wake up i was surprise that no one find me 'strange'
i nv tell mama about this as wat happened few days ago had made her worry alot not like mummy asking me for the money for the ambulance and scolding me
haiz i wonder who am i to her?? a stranger or jus somebody whom she invest on?

today i was happy to have gone out shopping after staying at home for such a long time
but my poor bank.....money is getting lesser and lesser haiz
but i was abt to find clothes dat i really like alot haha wat i wanted to buy most is a tube dress
haiz i dont hv a good figure so cannot wear it now but im trying my best to cut down my 8kg of fats every day by excessing to burn away all those fats haha
hope my dreams wil come true some how haha

Smile always | 11:49 PM

hey hey today i receive my birthday present from qing and also mit out with vanishree and anisa
she was still the same, weak
she always have problem with her body and i wish god take those away from her
haiz
i really like the present haha
so beautiful and was wat i wanted the most
i really like to thank her alot ^_^
as usual for today rushing to finish my assignment due on this coming tuesday
haiz practical report again

still got :
psy-creativity de reflective journal
FC de essay qns
BNF & FC de project draft
CSAS de 4~8 page 100 words de essay
....dats all i can rmb liao
haiz i wonder wen can i finish all
by christmas??

Smile always | 8:15 PM

finally today i finish watching my huang zhen yi le
and i feel sad for her not being able to stay with the one she love and her love for dancing
i wish i could also achieve the kind of passion she has

today i feel rather lost, dono what to do other then watching drama and listening to music to distract myself. i'm not sure why
hv to finish hmwk and work on project thing during this holiday
thot of going out wif humming frens de but some how i feel that its only my own action of words only we will not end up meeting each other
i think this year 2008, may be e year where i'm most 'suay' year

thot of goin out to library to look for books but i dont really know who to look for
3 project nid to do this 'winter break' haiz
got check up on 23 dec dnt feel like goin
i would rather die in a 'natural' way than dying under the curse of medication

Smile always | 6:36 PM

tmr my last paper liao but i hvn not really study on it yet not even the last topic
i think i will hv to wake up early to memo it haiz
after test still nit to finish all my assignments from cds de to csas de haix
got holiday like dnt hv almost everyday is booked

went out with qing today and i felt nice to have met her after that incident
cos i thot i might leave without seeing my fren for so long but too bad i am still alive
'u worry so much also no use, u may not know you will die, it may be a long time from now or the next min' was wat i learn today
but i still wish that my wish cold be fulfill before i die #_#

xi wang ming tian hui guo de hao yi dian

Smile always | 11:41 PM

although i have test tmr but i decide to post abit of what happened ytd
i went to A&E changi general hospital!!
i fainted while helping my mum with the dinner
things jus happen so suddenly and the next moment i wake up i saw 3 civil defense man in my hse and they do look handsome haha
i was sleeping when i was in e ambulance but i woke up when we almost reach there
a civil defense man named kenny oh was a good looking guy man haha

and i was suppose to stay in the hospital for further observation but bcos i hv test today so e doc change it to an appointment, 2 days b4 christmas
i wonder how shld i plan for e gathering or for that day i shld jus stay at home and be a loner??

i was shock i hv the second chance to sit on an ambulance haha and the air con is really cold
and till now i still hv the smell of the oil on my hair haiz
wanna get rid of it asap

Smile always | 4:39 PM

from tmr onwards i will be hving test sia
tmr POD
wedFood Chemistry
thue Fundimental culinary Skills
friday hv BNF

OMG!! i hvn finish revicing yet los
and i had my hair cut in the afternoon running home while raining
i wonder will i get flu
the weather to day was cold i wonder what will Japan 'feel' like now??
should be winter time now in Japan
wonder how is he doing

NAD find tat ppl around me are not feeling happy
all facing problem, so do i
and i wish i could cheer them up but i dont think im doin a good job
cos i end up having a fight wif them
haiz
i wonder wen i will change my attitude
i think im lack of observation

Smile always | 10:34 PM

term test coming but i still hvn finish revicing all the subject haiz
but i will try to finish reading asap to rmb all those impt points haiz
today wen to wedding lunch and it was delicious for some of the dishes and.... she nv call me
haiz but nvm she may not notice me
and
OMG
i gain weight
noe im 57kg liao
mama is only 53 lols
siao liao nid to go on serious dieting or else new year clothes cannot wear liao
haha

Smile always | 11:30 PM

haiz today fcs was fun and i have alot of fun today for no reason haha
first i was having fun while cooking and my frying pan just caught fire like what chef has done on demo and it was so cool haha
but i was luck not to burn my hat , becos i was very near the stove wen e frying pan caught fire haha
second fun was at psy asking us to act out and hmm...... not bad for the day at least i LOL from e beginning of e lesson till almost the end haha

but good things always get accompanied by bad ones
another project from sub fcs
wat we hv to do was to practice and MEMORIES 2 recipe given to us which i had done it b4 in e practical and later still have to type report sia
very sian de lea very project nids a report
non project base de hmwk also nid report haiz
no wonder ppl say that we hv to work really hard for the 3 yrs in poly
haiz i wonder if i will grow old faster....

Smile always | 11:04 PM

a big happy birthday to Hikaru in Japan
today was his bd and actually forget about it
and wen i look into my dairy, i was thinking was there any event for today 2 dec?
den on my way from my hse, den it rings in my head dat today was his bd
although its abit too late but i still wish him to have his wish for this year to come true eventhough no much time was left for 2008

Smile always | 10:56 PM