i mess up my exam!!! i did study for my exam but b4 i went in, i feel so blank in my brain as if i hv not read for e exam but i DID!!! i write total rubbish all about amylose breaking and forming bonds. i should hv memorized the whole topic on Starch lors. but i am glad that there are still qns which i happen to study on come out in the exam.

(wat am i talking sia,.....sry i think only i can uds, forgive me)
so as for wed's bnf, i will have to try my best today and tmr to finish reading and memorize it all into my stone head los hahax

as always i feel so lonely in sch with no one to talk to..... saw her while walking to class. have a feeling that i am been hated from a thousand years ago

hhehee....i think i make it sound like some Egypt curse hahax

i wish to be remembered not as an enemy but as a friend to others, but i think for now things are hard for me. just like wat i have been through in sec 2, feel like memories have been dug out and replay in front of my eyes..... feel painful but glad that i was once alive but i dono whether i will live to see every day's sunrise?

or will i just walk away with my granpa to his eternal home where he and my eldest brother lives in my dreams, or will some other ppl jus ripe my soul away just bcos they want me to be their frens??

difficult for me to predict neh...

Smile always | 9:35 PM

my 93th post today neh... dono wat to say sia but still thot of writing something to full my time for relaxation .... tmr will be FCS test but i hv not rmb everything only reading through from topic 1 ~4 . did not go out for e whole day except for early lunch which i take with my mum at 10 plus?? ya if i'm not wrong
haiz MELANIE FIGHTING!!! EXAMINATION FIGHTING!!!

Smile always | 11:06 PM

hmm..... today for POD we are given oyster sauce to taste and to write about the taste i was so blur dat i forgot to bring pencil for my drawing and also money bcos i left it at home!! argh.... but i was luck to meet cherie outside lec's pigeon hole and we walk to business canteen to hv our lunch which is sandwich. a few ppl join us later.
got back pod project result and is very dissapointed to see the result, graded e lowest in e group, a C. where i hv tried my best in this project and this is what i got haiz, hv to work a bit more harder.
not sure whether to go for job interview for the job oppotunity given by the sch or look for other job with frens
really dono wat to do sia, for holiday and also for the time being. all i hv to do now is to concentrate on my coming exams, make 100% sure not to retake it.

trying.........

Smile always | 10:55 PM

today i finally got to change into a new phone!!! LG Ice Cream!!!! white colour de

love it but cannot use it now lols thot of using it immediately but have to charge for 8 hrs b4 using it ....haiz....but its better den nothing....hv to pay for e phone makes my heart bleed like hell.....$88 lea how long i hv to save to have dat amt arhhhh....but e good thing is my dad is paying for my bills so haha happy happy
walking out wif my sis e whole evening buying her stuff and hmm....also my stuff
bot scarf for mama but she nv appriciate it, saying that she dnt nid it, asking me giv it to my mum.... i really hate her for doin this to me, love her so much but in end i was jus a nobody to her despite being by her side for so many years. haiz 人生啊！

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today is my last lesson for CDS........HURRAY!!!........finally everything comes to an end but not my exams. i went to sch today empty handed, with no lecture notes nor tut books...nothing
i was in a rush till i forget to bring my notes with me, i feel so lose today in revision lecture, cos i hvn start my revision yet so i know 'nth'

today while waiting for bus 165, a china man walk towards me and smile at me so i return him a smile but later he ask me whether i m from CHINA.... 'diao...' do i look like china gal?? why does ppl always mistaken me as someone from 'oversea' i nid to clarify that I am Singaporean!! from S'pore!!! origin from singapore

reach home late today but i met my sis at KFC eating her 'dinner'

i think dat is all for today... dono wat to add liao....oh ya.... my dad promised to sponsor for my phone hurray!! but not all but at least i get to change into a new phone this year, my current phone is too old to support me haha nid to retire liao eternal slp hahaa

Smile always | 10:40 PM

haiz my eye still have not recovered from that "sore eyes" but i thot u will feel pain and itchy when u hv sore eyes?? but i only feel a little pain wen i was moving my eye ball from morning till now
Qing suggest for me to consult a doctor but i dont have money!! dont even have a cent in my purse now and i have to buy flour for making cupcakes for xh's order. so kind of him to order from me ^_^
today i and my sis was moving and throwing things away as the wheel of my previous drawer is spoiled but we hv throw it away cos... my mum say "the cupboard is still in its good condition. see the outer still look so new and durable, dont throw move to another room" and so nth was thrown away except a mountain of clothes, which we would like to donate to e poor and BIG bag of rubbish been thrown away.
my whole body ache since ytd and also my eye. the cupcake which i made ytd, failed. So i will be making it again today haha half is for own consumption hhaahaaaa
nth to write liao....

Smile always | 5:30 PM

suppose to post ytd but i forgot abt it haix have been busy rushing to finish my project but some how i dont get the feeling from other that they are concern and worried abt the marks given for our project. i'm not sure whether am i been selfish in my way or not. but i jus get this feeling nowadays and mayb some times back.
some thing interesting(mayb)
ytd wen i was taking a very crump bus on my way from tp to interchange, i saw this guy whom i thot was a gal but 'he' turn out to be a guy....()_() his face remind me of bz who has cute baby fat on her 2 cheeks with a simple hair style hahaaa....he is cute in some way but one thing he did in e bus which i saw that gives me a bad impression on him. he was e last few to board the bus, there is still some more ppl who were behind them waiting to board e bus, but they did not move in to make space for them rather den standing there leaning against the pole or the side of the chair.....
haix this shows dat 'got looking may not prove dat they are kind, ugly looking might have a kinder heart den those who look normal'
hahahaaaaaaa

finally there is some one who is willing ti buy my cakes from my blog....i'm so happy..... and i find dat i made a mistake some whr which i hv to change .....hmmm.....
so people please visit http://keisbakery.blogspot.com/ to grab one b4 it's gone!!

Smile always | 11:17 PM

haiz haiz tmr got test and presentation sia
dono wat to wear feel like wearing skinny as formal
dat formal pants dat i hv bot makes me look like dancing ah go go los
haiz how sia
sleeping now early today for tmr's battle

Smile always | 10:25 PM

today was hazrul's birthday!! happi birthday!!

tmr hv retest + project meeting sia damn sian arh!!
wednesday still got fcs test + POC presentation argh!!!

today is abit happy becos of the release of charming junkie vol 15
saw umi in his.....omg i dono how to explain... in other words, he is handsome and naka is pretty

this is my edvidence, i really love the character in this manga. this was my first tym falling in love with a manga haha
aren't they pretty and nice? hate my cam, make every of my pic so blur. should hv save up abit to buy a new one to replace hmm....

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