i mess up my exam!!! i did study for my exam but b4 i went in, i feel so blank in my brain as if i hv not read for e exam but i DID!!! i write total rubbish all about amylose breaking and forming bonds. i should hv memorized the whole topic on Starch lors. but i am glad that there are still qns which i happen to study on come out in the exam.
(wat am i talking sia,.....sry i think only i can uds, forgive me)
so as for wed's bnf, i will have to try my best today and tmr to finish reading and memorize it all into my stone head los hahax
as always i feel so lonely in sch with no one to talk to..... saw her while walking to class. have a feeling that i am been hated from a thousand years ago
hhehee....i think i make it sound like some Egypt curse hahax
i wish to be remembered not as an enemy but as a friend to others, but i think for now things are hard for me. just like wat i have been through in sec 2, feel like memories have been dug out and replay in front of my eyes..... feel painful but glad that i was once alive but i dono whether i will live to see every day's sunrise?
or will i just walk away with my granpa to his eternal home where he and my eldest brother lives in my dreams, or will some other ppl jus ripe my soul away just bcos they want me to be their frens??
difficult for me to predict neh...
