was very de 'fan' got so money to think abt and also the matter of money which is.....
try to lessen mums burden but i dono how
try to find a job and work while study to earn my own allowance but i cun even score well for not working
wat if i work?? will i eventually pass and make it to my final yr????

bursary sounds good to me but how to submit things wen they dnt agree??

ARGH!!!!!

wen i thot i was satisfied with what i hv, y did it leave me so fast??
i nid a listening ear los ....
for taking in my troubles and not to rmb em, jus like a garbage bin....condemned

Smile always | 9:19 PM

today will be my last day for my holiday!
dnt feel like goin back to sch especially wen u hv to reach sch by 8am and lesson ending at 8pm!!
i dint realize until my fren told and i was not able to check for my timetable as there is some error wif e web, i think cun get in no matter wat even though my fren also tried login in

thot dat i can escape tmr's lesson but, haiz, my fren hv e TT printed which is e same as mine
it was stupid of me to copy dwn e lesson and not e venue of e lesson ....

will try my luck tmr again to get my FULL TT on hand

Smile always | 11:40 PM

ahh... have been so late ardy but i hv to clear my things which hv been added on from a few days ago....haiz.

but very happy thing is ytd is e last day of work and after dat went shopping wif qing for her shoe although we did bot shoes but it does not seems to be wat she wants.
we hv been look for shoes in Charles & Keith!!!!!
but still cun find any or wat her leg could fit. it was quite fun to run arnd lookign for something u really like and wan but 'running arnd' is very tired de lea....

still nid to buy 2 mre uni from sch wahhh!! $130 lea
thot dat i can use e money i earn to buy some clothes or treat my self better but noe i dont think so liao(*_*) but there is always a next tym haha

but dono whether is compulsory or not still hv to ask cher
Zzzzzzz
slping liao

Smile always | 1:38 AM

this will be 107th post using this blog skin
jus dono y i jus favor number dat comes with '7' in it. like 7, 17, 27, 57,77, 97.....
not all sevens i will favor, only some which i dono why

hv not been posting as my lappi have been in sleeping mode wen i was out for e whole day for work like today. Have been away from home from e morning 0715 till arnd 1930+. Almost 12 hrs away from home.....

hv been anxious about my bro's flight but it seems dat he did not tell anyone in e family wen he will be back...lol... but i was shock at first wen i called back and i heard his voice, i thot i called e wrong number so i ask whether this is bro on e phone. i feel so stupid at first but was happy dat he is back safe and sound. but i did not get to meet him at all, as he has plan to go out with his fren on e first day he came back. i wonder wat is family to him.....hmmm........puzzled neh~~~~

he will telll me his answer one day,....i'm sure, very sure about it haha
getting sleepy while posting....ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
have to catch some sleep b4 i become frens with China panda haha

Smile always | 11:22 PM

another boring day with nothing to do but to rest
i did not rest at all almost e whole day i think as i was awake from morning till now and i was trying to find some work for me to do, so i help i cleaning the house and also giving Tiffany a bath but she does seem to like it. As she have been licking more den wat she is doing b4 she wen for e bath, haiz dono wat she's thinking.

she was not allow to sleep in my room today as her body attract ants into my room and i am always the victim.

bot a new dairy book which i hv not been doin for e past one year since i was in poly as i thot blogging will be more clean and green in some sense as no paper is needed and lesser trees will be cut down. but starting a com hv been very inconvenient nowadays as my lappi is too heavy for my weak hand to carry. although writing may derive my from posting more but i will try to come as frequent as possible.

too many things to save le............money.......electric bill........time........

feel like working btu some how my body dont feel like moving but for e sake of earning money
wat can i say???

Smile always | 11:14 PM