it has been a looooong while since i click into blogger again to post about my life my day
how was it all e while this and that... but i dont think anyone will read this other than Li qing..?mayb ....haha
i entered here cos i hv no whr to vend out my feelings
not telling my parents cos i know wat they will say
not telling others except my gf cos i know she will keep it a secret
i made several mistakes this October month
1st i should not have depended on him so much that i feel so hurt wen he ask for a break, if i nv called him that day all this would not hv happen
2nd i should hv trusted someone whom i believe will not betray my trust, i know this person is worried abt my but isnt a promise , a promise?? a agreement to keep the secret for me?? but how come i get ppl asking me about e issue which i did not even tell those ppl?? haiz....
fainted on e fifth day of my attachment at coffee club central baker's dry store .....
wen i was found it was a few minutes later....
strange thing happens
my chef did not call ambulance to send me to e hospital but keep to wake me up.....???
wat if my breathing or heart beat stops??
is chef gonna continue waking me up??
i am very sorry that i gave Terence a shock
as this is his first time witnessing this,
and i have explained to him what happen to me.
it seems that he was unable to take it anymore
haha
i was abandoned
i cried like a baby even though i promise i will nv again
but i have such a weak heart ever since i met him
we promise to give both of us time to think over it
hope that everything will be ok by 25 nov
e day he go to army, tekong
once again i cried like hell wen i heard that he received his letter to enter army 19 weeks earlier than e other into e 'Fatty club' lo haiz
oh ya and not to forget my birthday wish :
wallet, really nid one dat can be zipped
envelop size, long
colour hmm ppl who know me should know
tagger bag pack! or crumpler bag??
oh man
i simply need more clothes in my wardrobe lo
dono wat to wear every time i go out to meet my fren or club de lo
wearing e same clothes will be like.....tsk lo.....haha
fall sick due to the change of weather
haiz
slight fever at first early in e morning of my work
followed by flu
oh no sorethroat came first which disturb me for e whole night
i was unable to slp dat night
now all ok but hving dry cough
haiz
hv a hard lump under my chin which i dono why
it has been there wen i discharged from e hospital lo
hmm ... hope its not bad news
haha
wishing for a better tmr every day every night
