have been a while since im back to this secret but not secretive enof space to keep my feelings.
just pass my 21st birthday, it was a happy n also a disappointed one. Happy cause most of my frens made their way down for my bd chalet, im really happy n my gf who help mi alot with a after math hahaha not to forget XB, YW & YL for helping. my bf did help mi too but im still disappointed with him. he is not supportive enof. we had many fights due to the planning for this event. not everyone can be superwomen, 'dnt assume things " is wat i learn n wat i see in others n also most of e time, in him. why am i like this? some times i feel that there's nth left for mi to be worry abt so i can leave anytime but i realize i have not achieve anything yet. my dream as a patisserie have not come true i cun go n meet my grandfather yet. what lost cannot be taken back, like time. but i feel that im wasting my time not doing anything and i hate it, really hate it
