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2012-01-29T12:21:00.002+08:00

have been planning to open another blog shop selling food n pastries that i love and i like but what are the things i have to consider ?? hmmm hate myself for not having enough skills n knowledge in that... damn it haiz should read more from now

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2012-01-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

finally im home with both painful legs n mind .... for some no reason, my legs starts to hurt not long after i start working. at first i thot it was the position i walk or stand is wrong but i dnt find things funny at all arh ...... i walk e way i used to, stand at a spot no longer den 2 mins but why?? i hate this 'sourly' feeling that im hving now, hope every thing will be find my tmr morning??

super stress week with a challenge to face every day, every morning every hour during work... my 2012 resolution: Apply for Degree or continue Working with my little pay OR change a place better? i have a feeling that as my age is catching up, i feel so empty with no achieve at all through my 20s of living n Studying. feel a big was of time by not knowing soooo many thing be it e news, fashion nor education....i just wish that one day i met something im satisfied with....

today still went for CNY clothes shopping, clothes at bugis are rising in price!!! is it because of the coming CNY?? pretty clothes are lesser,only left those funky or those 'not-so-nice' clothes
headache acting up again ~~ think i should get some beauty slp soooon

2012-01-02T00:46:00.002+08:00

NEW YEAR !!! 2012 !!! celebrate with my girl friend at our house's void deck with crusher n Lays sour cream and onion doh it does not taste sour but salty, hahahahah
hope 2012 will be a great year for my to learn and change or maybe e best to know more friends and get myself into a sch to achieve my final goal in education, degree.

2011-11-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

have been a while since im back to this secret but not secretive enof space to keep my feelings.
just pass my 21st birthday, it was a happy n also a disappointed one. Happy cause most of my frens made their way down for my bd chalet, im really happy n my gf who help mi alot with a after math hahaha not to forget XB, YW & YL for helping. my bf did help mi too but im still disappointed with him. he is not supportive enof. we had many fights due to the planning for this event. not everyone can be superwomen, 'dnt assume things " is wat i learn n wat i see in others n also most of e time, in him. why am i like this? some times i feel that there's nth left for mi to be worry abt so i can leave anytime but i realize i have not achieve anything yet. my dream as a patisserie have not come true i cun go n meet my grandfather yet. what lost cannot be taken back, like time. but i feel that im wasting my time not doing anything and i hate it, really hate it

2011-05-09T15:41:00.002+08:00

have not been updating since last year and many things has happen as days goes by.. ppl hv been fighting over peanut issue ... unwanted quarrels polluting the air hahahahah

all thanks to the change of weather that got me sick for almost a week and today being too bored and shag at home i decide to revisit this old place and old things that i used to do and read about

my relationship with him is not getting any better ... haha... fighting for nth but end up laughing all the time.... i dint know i changed so much ever since i met him until i heard comments about me flying around me ....

trying to set up a community web on fb but i just dnt get it .... like how to add like button all the procedure are making me mad especially with a heavy head and bad flu OMG....

tmr will be another week hectic week where i hv to work... haiz... hope to find a REAL goal that im suppose to be and will keep me going on

oh ya not to forget about http://eliteangels.livejournal.com

2010-11-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

wen to take MC for tmr as i was coughing non stop like i hving TB lo
i dare not cough too much in the public
cos u will know wat will happen if the older generations is near yo

wen clubbing ytd
slpt at 4am this morning and woke up for work by 6am lo
sad he nv come as he promise
got 'molested' by some idiot guys in the club lo
one jio me to dance with him but dat tym i was dancing on the pole
i refuse to move away from where i am from
so i requested him to dance wif me off stage
another one bump my butt like nth until i realize i feel so disgusted.
i slpt in the club and was laugh by this Caucasian
haiz
but wen i was asked is he handsome to you
my answer was ' my panda is more handsome '
hahahhaaa

2010-10-31T21:50:00.002+08:00

it has been a looooong while since i click into blogger again to post about my life my day
how was it all e while this and that... but i dont think anyone will read this other than Li qing..?mayb ....haha

i entered here cos i hv no whr to vend out my feelings
not telling my parents cos i know wat they will say
not telling others except my gf cos i know she will keep it a secret
i made several mistakes this October month
1st i should not have depended on him so much that i feel so hurt wen he ask for a break, if i nv called him that day all this would not hv happen
2nd i should hv trusted someone whom i believe will not betray my trust, i know this person is worried abt my but isnt a promise , a promise?? a agreement to keep the secret for me?? but how come i get ppl asking me about e issue which i did not even tell those ppl?? haiz....

fainted on e fifth day of my attachment at coffee club central baker's dry store .....
wen i was found it was a few minutes later....
strange thing happens
my chef did not call ambulance to send me to e hospital but keep to wake me up.....???
wat if my breathing or heart beat stops??
is chef gonna continue waking me up??

i am very sorry that i gave Terence a shock
as this is his first time witnessing this,
and i have explained to him what happen to me.
it seems that he was unable to take it anymore
haha
i was abandoned

i cried like a baby even though i promise i will nv again
but i have such a weak heart ever since i met him
we promise to give both of us time to think over it
hope that everything will be ok by 25 nov
e day he go to army, tekong
once again i cried like hell wen i heard that he received his letter to enter army 19 weeks earlier than e other into e 'Fatty club' lo haiz

oh ya and not to forget my birthday wish :

wallet, really nid one dat can be zipped
envelop size, long
colour hmm ppl who know me should know

tagger bag pack! or crumpler bag??

oh man
i simply need more clothes in my wardrobe lo
dono wat to wear every time i go out to meet my fren or club de lo
wearing e same clothes will be like.....tsk lo.....haha

fall sick due to the change of weather
haiz
slight fever at first early in e morning of my work
followed by flu
oh no sorethroat came first which disturb me for e whole night
i was unable to slp dat night
now all ok but hving dry cough
haiz

hv a hard lump under my chin which i dono why
it has been there wen i discharged from e hospital lo
hmm ... hope its not bad news
haha

wishing for a better tmr every day every night

2010-09-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

sometimes i was thinking why am i finding trouble for myself haiz
got really scared wen ms siti called me today
thot dat i failed my module again!!
but lucky
haiz
feel so lonely
i miss non working days !!

2010-08-03T09:58:00.002+08:00

OMG super long ago since i posted anything here because facebook became so convenient that blogger has been neglected by me. i doubt anyone is still using blogger to type and post their feelings?? i think cos its too scary to show the other side of u online by word to others. hated rumors so must as it was the cause of all my unhappiness in life and betray.

update ppl who will be reading my post. i got myself a boy from my work place his name is terence, super chubby guy but not very matured lea hahaa sometimes he behaved like children which is cute to me i am not sure for others. Every time i say something to him or concern for him, i feel that i am offering more then he is offering. The amount of love can not be weigh so no one knows the actual answer except for couple who knows each other super well. i feel scared every time i hug him, afraid that will be my last because u will never know what he is thinking and what he will do the next day or hour. Do not wish things that happen in the past to happen again this time therefore i try to be on my guide but his presence somehow weakens it a little. Is this what they call love?? haiz... maybe that is jus my imagination haha

wen out with Qing ytd for some delicious korean food and korean people have sure good complexion lo...envy... have been sleeping late since friday because i was out with Kelvin for supper!!! ARGH i getting more and more chubby liao haha fat Cat liao

i shall eat less now and work out more

hmmm....

2010-06-21T12:36:00.002+08:00

Came back from my 2 weeks trip to szechuan chengdu's culinary sch and this is what happen there
many food jammed outside the gate of the school
feeding us with delicacy
OMG
双皮奶 is damn nice
and the 山东大饼
this are the 2 food we cun live without
龙庭酒店 is cosy and nice cun bare to come back SG but I HV TO
miss my family and frens here
but hate it wen every thing hv to go back to square one
haiz
went to work a day after i came back
wokring for 2 weekends
and im drained, i think i injured my master hand. Feel pain wen i stretch my arm, after which numb....

2010-06-02T12:06:00.002+08:00

ever since i wen smoking wif my frens
i dnt feel well
dono why lea
cun be dying from dat stick rite
haha
too ridiculous liao

wen dinner with Red Black
haiz
look so ......
haha

count down 4 more days till i leave for my Sichuan trip!!!!
looking forward to it lo
hvn leave my country for year liao
hahahaaaaa
dono wat will happen there lo
but i wish to see every one b4 i leave
especially my grandmother
always cun rmb my name de lo
STM bahx
jus like me
haha

no money lo
my sis own me money and refuse to return so is sandy who promised for so long and my money hvn reach me yet .....hate to lend ppl $$ ans they dnt return de lo .......hate it man

friday last paper !!!!
still hv to study for a few mre days
den
den
den
IM FREE
(but hv to work e day after, haiz)

2010-06-01T12:53:00.002+08:00

a long time since i blogged
have been working and studying
and i was blur as usual
i dono wat is happening as no one tells me anything
neither do i uds wat was told in class
hahaaaa

i tried to remain who i am
in whole piece
now studying for test is a torture for me
i will be leaving for my Sichuan
2 days after my test
wen i came back
sch term starts
...............
meaning no holi for me
tons of things not done
shit man
real shit
super duper slpy this few days
hope dat my brain still function
hahahaaa

my pay hvn come!!!
i nid money to change currency de lo
some more they calculate my pay wrongly
how can i earn only 40 in half a month!!???
try to eat my money !?
i curse u in my dreams lo

2010-05-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

after so many days of crying
and saw my grandmother cried for e first tym in my life
i jus cun hold it back any longer
my eyes became a instant tap
tears were flowing free of charged
i tried to stop but i cun
I CUN
after sending him off
i feel more relieve
at least i know he will be living in another world
happily

wanna thanks my peeps
who gave me alot of support
THANK YOU PEOPLE!! LUV U ^_^

btu i really wanted a stick
i keep having dat mind
' SMOKE JUST ONCE "
but i dint
haiz

2010-05-12T02:10:00.002+08:00

i promised not to cry but it hard not to wen he's gone
i just went to pay him a visit and i never knew it was my last
regret for not having a longer chat with him
regret for not having dinner wif him
at least i will be there with him
but every thing i can do now is ardy too late
now dat he's gone
to his eternal world
i hope its a nice place

regret for posting something on fb oso
cos him to get so worried
he is fainting ardy but still ans to my wu li de request
in e end still nid to force him to bed
haiz
i made so many mistake in merely 24 hrs

2010-05-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

OMG i hv been died from this blog for so long!!

all the while hv been working in USS as kitchen helper
went KTV with em
i drink and got very high
haha
very angry wif kelvin
he gave my frens cigarette
haiz

hving this strange feeling since e afternoon
feel like vomiting
nth came out
throat feel dry
but i drank alot
right hand feel numb wen ever i clamp it
or twisting it
every since that bastard hit me wif a chair
haiz
feeling tired

2010-04-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

OMG
it has been a long time since i posted anything here
many things do happen along e way
haiz
a list of things that happened:

-as ppl who r closer to me knows dat i seldom wear bra at home or while sleeping.
and so,
on e first day of my sch as i way running late
i rushed out of my hse and
only to realize dat i went out without my bra onn!!!!!!
i ran back home as if i was rap by others....
OMG OMG its so embarrassing

-i work like crazy for my break and my whole body is aching.
And i always hv this 'hard' feeling at e back of my neck
and i still rmb wat hwangbo did to Hyunjoong ( e method of joint cracking) so......
i tried it on myself.
i gave it a quick twist and crack' .....woah....
i feel much better haha

- went Kbox with Qing & Zhen
i was very excited at first but as the times is running short
i was damn slp at that point of moment
i wanted to pee so much dat i thot my bladder was abt to burst
OMG
but it was fun singing
hving a mic or not is nv been a prob to me
u know y rite?

- totally broke
only left with $7 to survive for 1 week
which is $1/day!!!!
regret for lending money to a stranger
haix.....

erh....
so far
dats wat i can recall
heheeee

2010-04-13T00:23:00.002+08:00

off for today to go cut my hair and went to hospital with Qing for her check ups
feel very very sorry for bringing her my bad luck
cos her to waste her tym
feel very tired this few days
read one article few days ago
a girl slept for 9 yrs without waking up
was named e sleeping beauty
how i wish i can slp like her
and nv wakes up
haha
jk

2010-04-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

made a mistake early in e morning ....
should hv crossed e road but i dono wat happen to me
my mum words jus pop up in my brain and i stopped without crossing e road
and i missed my 165 bus....
i only realize it wen e engine of e bus roar out loudly
haiz
should hv bot some dark chocolate and eat
hahaaaaa

i was very late today
but i still hv to take e train
but i met a pervert!!!!
i was standing in front of this China man
at first i thot it was an accident
and i turned my head to hint him
but wen it became e second tym
i turned my head wanted to catch his hand and shout
but so sua
it stopped at dhoby ghaut
whr there's lots of ppl moving in and out
and he escaped
aiya
should hv elbowed him in e first place
hahaaaaa

2010-04-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

some one is complaining that i have not been posting anything lo
so i came

sis jus pass her 18th birthday on 28th march
nth to give her only wished her

went out with Qing during my off days
went door to door for survey
FinallY
we finished all 10
hahahaaaa
super happy

went library today with her
rain (not from korea) became an obstacle to us
but but
i found books dat i love
i wanted to borrow
but y dont i have a bigger hand to carry em??
haiz
hope dat e next tym i go
it will still be there
waiting for me to borrow it home
wahhaaahaaaaa

went home to meet my mum
but got hit by A FLYING chair
hit right behind my head
now im blogger
cos it too painful for me to even slp on my pillow lo
there's work tmr lo
how sia
haiz
panda girl again le

2010-03-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

have been working in RS for the pass few days as kitchen helper
it was fun working there but it is very tiring lo
have to stand for most of e working time
but there is also funny things happening inside e kitchen

first is i get to feel e rush of a live production line
it was
woah!!
fun and fast
i love it

hahaaaa

have been chatting wif ppl who added me from zoock
i think dats whr u can find ur another half bah
dats u they are asking e same qns over and over again
i know i should be slping early and not chit chatting with em
but i cun get to slp lol
either am i too hungry or too tired
haiz ....

2010-03-13T10:32:00.003+08:00

Hey i am back to blog

have been slagging at home this few days
although i am using e com but i dint manage to blog at all
hahah
due to my laziness

went to yuki yaki on thurs, Yummy!!
after eating for a few times at yuki yaki
finally, we get to know the REAL way of frying ice cream
after e demo of e manager there
very very yummy lols

regret drinking the lemonade there
at first i thot it will somehow help in digestion
which i have tried it b4 at home and nothing had happen
but why??

wasted lo
all my favorite is all gone
sopsop*....

but
we had a great day tgh
only sorry to ya wen
whom waited for us almost an hour there
haiz
sorry , i dont mean it
promise no next tym
i need to change e habit of being late le
reaching early is always better than late

2010-03-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

this happen long time ago when i went to meet them and He ( Seunghyung) happen to look at my camera!! it seems like i got caught for taking his photo...haha

Was wondering how should i cut my hair but i love my curl so much that i just bare to cut them but i like ppl with short hair too...

the weather is changing this few days and ppl are getting sick.....
and i seems to be an abnormal child in my family

i cun leave without e heater on
even its bathing arnd 10 in e morning
whr my mum keep complaining abt e weather
to me
it perfect although i also cun without e fan on

2010-02-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

我能成为一个勤劳的人吗?
我能了解别人的辛苦吗

2010-02-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

was working in Resort World today for the first tym
place is HUGE
the place whr i and my frens were working is only part of Hollywood woh....
working in Mel's Dine in was fun and great
e food there look and taste delicious too
hehe
met J2 frens on our way home.....
next three days will be project service day
will be tiring man
haiz
most worried for my project los
looks like nth is in process
trying my best to work things out

holiday pls come!!!

2010-02-15T00:51:00.003+08:00

原来对你来说我只是一个不存在的存在
不时不易我会想，我的存在，有意义吗？
我的脑子一直处于空白状态，无法去想象未来会是什么样的。我只希望这所有一切的一切能很快地结束。。。
这新的一年将会是我感觉最难过的一年呐
很感谢那些帮助过我的朋友们
我爱你们！！

2010-02-14T13:24:00.002+08:00

happy lunar new year!!!

hving bad omen e moment e clock ticks pass 12 los
1st i saw black cat
2nd e lamp which is beside of e Buddha spoiled when e table is placed down
3rd i slept through e night for e first tym, whr i shld be waiting for the sun to rise on the next morning .
4th was slap by some bastard early in the morning due to his immaturity brain

a half century person who dont wish to use his mind to think

wish for a better year

Same to ppl who read and post on my blog ^~^

2010-02-12T01:44:00.002+08:00

haha
finally i'm back for a long time in sch. Having my Western Culinary Practicum (WCP) few weeks ago and i'm more stress then i expect
Scolding from chef is always a must, working with focus and working with high frequency brain waves......haahaaa.

recently, hving lesser time for slp
as i was ' building' a model for qing working over for a few nights and e last day....
we chiong arh..........
we did not hv any slp
work from e moment i reach home, get all e stuff i nid and leave..... damn slpy for dat day.....hving black out while standing without any support too.....
still rmb i slept behind my chef and doze off jus like dat while standing.....
i was shock at first , hahaa
but dat was fun and scary
haha
multi tasking became one of my favorite 'thing' to do nowadays
reading while listening to music and toking to my mum
wohoooo
first tym to do dat in my life
hahaaaa

2010-02-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

slept at 4am this morning and woke up at 6am to prepare to go for sch plus buy my green apples which i could not find any around my hse area lols....
i was shock to see a fren of mine having e character i hv wen i was young
and somehow i find it irritating
i always got lectures from my mum that i used to ignore but now i totally dont care
cos i hv change for e better as i know what is e outcome...

very sleepy... thinking whr i left my calculator....

2010-01-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

having shoulder muscle aching this morning due to e physical work i did ytd
i carried 4 buttock-size(hahahaa) stool all e way from jurong pt
taking mrt from boon lay till amk haha
love too see how shock ppl from surrounding are haha

not trying to show off or anything
just wanna show ppl that not all women are weak
hahah
some how stupid but i love it
plus e weight of e stool is still bearable for me
just that e plastic 'string' is cutting my palm

my hand looks like it has undergo some serious injuries
haha
altohugh it hurt abit but wat i'm afraid is
my fingers will grow fat!!
due to swollen
haiz
better not or else it will really look like sausage
hahaaaa

moving back to my own hse by e end of feb
due to some financial diff from my mum
haiz... hate my useless father lo
hate man for this reason
same applies to guys arnd me
no gentleman in sgp
haiz
sad.....

Qing have been rushing for proj this few days
feel so sad and envy for her
at least she still get a chance to meet up wif fren
to work towards e completion of their proj
(although most of e work is done by her, as i could see from it )

i just dont like grp work
at least for pair work
if one of e other dnt care about it
there is still other one person working to get e work done
haiz......

2010-01-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

here to update my dead blog ...

went to the dental today to get my tooth fixed with nice white filling....hehe
still not used to e feeling of my 'mended' tooth but i believe time will cure this weird feeling that i'm having now haha
went out with my mum today, and was shock to find my dog sleeping outside of my house door!!!
i rmb i close e door without her inside the hse so both my mum and i thot she went to sleep some whr near the corner which is out of our view from the door...but she's not!!! i dint see she leaving the hse nor stepping out of the house...glad she did not get lost after we found her which is few hrs later....hahaha

wearing jacket for e whole day even went i was out 'shopping' with my mum...and i dont perspire at all!!.... i wore thick jacket under the hot sun and what i feel is warm... not hot neither do i perspire at all..... haiz.... wanted to perspire so dat some how i can burn off some fats haha but haizzzzzzzzzz

CNY coming dono wat to do
wanted to relax a bit
but problem is work
money
time

2009-12-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

today is the eve of christmas and i'm not going any where today and tmr as every one out for celebrations.....ate Pepper Lunch today for my lunch and half square piece of dark chocolate dat i hv bot to make myself clever(haha there's reason behind it) bcos of e research Qing have done some time ago saying dat eating dark chocolate will boost a person's cleverness....

giving it a try but every thing has gone to a waste as i vomited EVERY thing out including my sandwich i ate in e morning (if i'm not wrong, bcos i can smell fermented cheese smell from e residue) haha.....wen i thot it was the end... a second round came..... wah.... now i'm very sure nothing is left..as i can taste e bitter smell and also e burning sensation along my throat.... shld be happy for tmr but i'm falling sick due to e ice lemon tea from Pepper Lunch!!!!

this was e second time i'm hving gastric pain due to it however, today is e worst case as no ice is added to my drink..... i dont think i will take it for e third tym...

hv to look for job after e season greetings haiz
wasted too much tym on playing and slacking le

2009-12-06T14:35:00.002+08:00

finally having a break from my long Hours of studying in school.... have been rather busy this few days with kitchen to clean and projects to complete.... and i really hate ppl who drag things over time...ppl may say i am kiasu but i jus dont like to drag things as chef told me b4, not to drag things for too long as u may not know wat will happen the next day. U cun predict the day nor know wat is gonna happen in e next few hours so, it's always good to keep things done within ur free time....

somehow i feel that i'm so demanding ....asking for things to happen in a positive way without any negatives involve but i dnt think its possible woh....

last week, on one particular day i went early for sch without knowing that e lesson was canceled so i went to level 1 and slept on one of e empty benches. But!! while i was sleeping i felt very giddy but i was not able to get myself up. I wanted to find some help from ppl arnd but i dint see any one arnd me... at that moment, i thot i was finished but manage to wake myself up by slapping my face really hard till e giddiness is gone.... i was relieved... i dare not tell this to any of mt family members nor my frens...post this jus to save some evidence hahaaa
wat if i die?? hahahaaaaa.......

have been reading recipes book from e library and mum's collection and happen to see Chef's father in one of e book haha look so different from him but his father look really kind and gentle from e picture haha 慈祥的老爹？？哈哈哈

2009-12-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Yaotome Hikaru!!!!!
Turning 19 this year for him but i was not with him....sad*
please continue to do a good job for singing!!

ok, back to here....hv been tortured my e pain on my ankle for e past 2 weeks....e conditions become worst when i stand for walk to e whole day which is a must for my lesson!! feeling like crying every time i walk with that pain home..Not on one leg but both

today i experienced something new!! that is to chop roasted duck....brought home all the head of the duck since its not for sale and my mums loves it, having only that for her dinner tonight....haha
test for today is a disaster for me, though i have studied for the test but it seems that i can't rmb as many thing as i can expecially those with calculation part, it is totally rubbish !!!
dint hope to score high but at least a pass pls....

*craving for cold sweet drinks but i cun hv any!!!

2009-11-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

injured my leg this weekend so.... i hv to stay at home and REST for my week end. Argh...
i plan to meet out wif frens but due to my injury , we canceled out plan
but i thot she will be bored but heng she hv other plans too haha
at least i dnt feel guilty at all

as i was entertaining myself with some videos dat i had found on youtube, i feel dat one of my classmate look really like Yaotome hikaru !!! i was very shock at first but i still think that Hikaru look more 'man' than him hahaha

my ankle is so swollen on friday night went i reach home, guess i walked too much during the day in my lessons...
some how i feel guilty for not doing anything at all, and now i have phobia of gossip and rumors dat will go flying around me with every action i make in sch....

Scary things do happen arnd

2009-11-16T00:15:00.003+08:00

happy birthday!!
to:

Li Qing
Bei Zhen
Samantha lao jie
Ellis
Ying Ling
Wing Sze
Kah Jing

Koda Kumi
Hongo Kanata
Chinen Yuuri

All the above are Novembers Babies, Some are going to celebrate their bds!!
mind is oveer!!!

haha

Giving them my early-cam-late wishes
cos i may not have tym this month for blogging except for this moment

2009-11-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

hei hei..... few minutes has passed since my birthday have passed
spending my day after sch who my sisters, hving dinner at ajisen and they brought me my favorite durian cake!!!
the cake was nice very delicious.....later on, at arnd 10+ we went to swensen for my birthday ice cream treat
but that suppose to be follow up with any purchased but due to e waiter's mistake, i got it for free!! hahaha such a nice day

And i wana thanks again to ALL PEOPLE!! Thank You for wishing me..... i'm happy to hear from u all

2009-10-31T21:46:00.002+08:00

got mixed feeling after reading mixed vegetable
haha ....it a comic i was reading for e past few days
and it is a very nice story

but i was feeling down for putting so much trust in some one close to me
e closer it is e more painful i feel
it's like being ....thrown away like a wrapper
haiz
human life

doing well in school, got much activity in sch cos we see each other almost every day every min
haha sounds funny but its true
thinking of project every day
recalling every word of wat my Chef Teachers had said
trying to do my very best for my project and oso assignments but
why?? y cun i?

2009-10-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

after all those hardwork.... after today's meal....i think i'm gaining all those weight back in no tym
hahahaaaaa
hving delicious crab for today's dinner PLUS lunch that is assumption
wakekeke......
feel like rushing every now and then and i like the tempo
but if it could slow down a bit more
it will be better

Bloated from my dinner, haiz......
cun forget how heavy my bag is
it a deep strap marking on my shoulder after i unload my bag wen i reach home

i love the crab i hv cooked
ytd was a disaster to me

and.......
I LOve Sub Way !!!!!

2009-10-25T22:29:00.003+08:00

Counting down to my big day which i dont hv any Big Feeling for it as....i will be hving sch from early morning 0800 to 1800
so basically..... my day is not my day.....
i cun play till my fullest bcos i know i will very very tired from dat days 'workout'

cun really think of anything other then my assignments
still wondering around
feel like a lost spirit wondering around, with no memories, looking for people dat look similar to em
haha
so emo
but went shopping e other at bugis and splash quite a bag of hardearn money there but e clothes is really beautiful......
i will only do dat once in a blue moon bahx
haha
like this kind of live whr i'm kept busy by work but some times they became quite irritating

2009-10-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

Ahhh.... almost a week has passed and it feels like years......
was selected by random to be e treasurer of the class due to e 'lucky pick'
i was excited at first, but later i start to get worried
do i fit to be one??
will i do a better job??
feel grateful to many people for making my daily life an interesting and excited one....
like my Chef who always smiles and joke in btwn class dat keep my space-out face back to e reality
hahaha.....day dreaming all the time from day one liao

afraid of counting down to 6 Nov
bcos dat marks an important meaning to me haiz
decision are still not made
to many things to decide and ........

2009-10-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

enjoyed me last week of holiday happily but not really happy with it as ....... y sch reopen!!
hv been back to square one as wat my fren had said ....

saw e doroyaki cushion dat i want and it cost 24.90 for a round cushion

next will be a small 'wallet' which i saw in .... this shop doesnt hv a name for it but i seriously like e small purse dat is only meant for cards and folded notes

oh... and also a backpack.... seriously, my stuff are just too much for my sling bag to withstand the capacity of loads i am stuffing in ......and i saw one in Zinc today, although e one i really want which cost $79?? too X for me
even though it is not wat i want but i like e design of the bag whr i can grab my small stuff from the sides and also a space for my planner

rush to catch a movie after school today " the ugly truth" whr we miss out a few mins of e introduction of the show but it was funny......she is laughing so loud....hahahaaa i cun even stop her, cos this show is totally a comedy show.
but a bit of romance here and there
hv popcorns for dinner and surprise to find Subway in Bishan

2009-10-15T18:27:00.003+08:00

super irritated!!! broke my favourite mirror this afternoon just bcos my hand landed on it .....and it go 'piak' bye bye my mirror.... next, is dat i said to quit mac LONG time ago but now e manager there ask me to go back....!? dint i ask to quit?? his reply is ' u have to sign blahblahblah* b4 i'm really out of e list and now i have to work for one more day!!! i hate working there playing with all those french fries again and again and also harsh browns.....i'm also at fault for not asking anything from him but i really dono there is e thing called 'sign b4 u can quit' !! so not sure to go back or not ,...hv plans for e whole week but now haiz

missed all frens whom i have not met for a LONG time like ex-colleague, school mates etc.....

2009-10-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

bad luck still walk side by side wif me....haiz cun shake it off

some luck in having some durians after sOooo long of waiting

today, i walk home with a cooked crab face

hahhaaaa

2009-10-12T10:30:00.002+08:00

had a dream few days ago whr.............. i was about to meet my colleague and another friend of mine for some talk but suddenly i feel giddy at the entrance of the auditorium and i fainted, and lay on the ground using one of my hand to shield my face from hitting the floor....after which i regain consciousness and stood at one corner....i thot my bff abt the whole issue and she only said ' so ungaland ' i feel heart broken wen she said that, bcos i nv expect her to be so harsh.....

10-10-09 was a very my unlucky day, many things happened and my mood that day was super bad but i kept quiet and now i knoe wats e feeling of not able to eat wen ur mood are bad....rotten till the core.....but my fren is still there for me making me laugh and forget but dats not permanent

haiz....long nails is making it hard to post more haha it will be gone wen the sch reopen hehe....now is the tym to go wild.....

2009-10-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!! end of e week. Have been working for this whole FULL weeks and i have only one conclusion......making calls is tiring and boring although it seems easy (for me). But recently i have participated in their company's lantern making competition, where we are to decorate lantern where materials are given. Although much effort is put in and we did not won any of e prize, i dont feel much disappointment as i had. Bcos, other really do put in much more effort then me and their lanterns are beautiful. hehe....shy* but i forgot to take down some pic for sharing...gomen....try to rmb e nxt tym if i have another chance to do so.......

slim down wallet=slim down outing =slim down expenses

Haiz.....GINSENG!!!!!!

2009-09-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

stupidly* found myself making frends with bacteria where i have spend my week end resting at home the whole day. Sleeping was wat i did for e consecutive 2-3 days. Sleep and not even eat much. Curious how i get well??? Answer = Drink coke when u're hving fever or sick.....it cures, proven by 2 experiment. stressful weekdays

2009-09-25T22:41:00.003+08:00

haiz....have been working wif Qing, and was sad to lost her newly bought eye liner which i thot i returned to her. was sneezing from e start of work till now.....i think i having a flu bahx....BUT, not H1N1 haha dats wat mama say.......but she's out of s'pore le

wanna earn some real money whr i can spend and use for define purposes.....haiz

2009-09-17T14:03:00.003+08:00

finish my supp paper le!! on my way back i have been thinking of wat to post in here but wen it coming to posting, i forget every that i have thot of haha, i think dats wat Qing call me e ' 59sec brain" haha

First, i decide to reach sch early so dat i could revise more. While traveling, a lady whom i thot she was dozing off while standing fainted....i was excited at first making those irritating sound (dat i think it is ) like 'whao...' i can feel that many pairs of eye staring at me wen i do dat.....haha

Second, while studying, i tot dat guy whose name is 'alphonsus'. i thot my sis abt how i saw dat interesting name and here, this morning i saw him wen i went on board of e bus.

Third, i was so nervous (for no reason) for today's which causes my stomachache from e moment i board e bus till i reach sch...feel like rushing to e toilet, shut the door and do my business but level cleaning!!! so i took lift to level 5 . and there was this strange auntie who keep staring at me which was when i thot i look strange to her...
Am i a rare species??

Forth, reach home and work on cleaning my hse, e first thing i have done wen i step in. mama was in hosp so i expect no ppl to be at home at this moment but it was this fellow who threw the pad lock key into the hse where it suppose to be hanging some where near the door!!! makes me look like a thief, digging into other ppls hse for key ........

Fifth, ate e whole 425g canned baked bean for my lunch

Sixth, feel so touch by my clean and SPARKLING floor

Seventh, feel depressed for not working due to supp paper

2009-09-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

feel like i cun take it anymore!!.... trying my best to concentrate and memories as many things for my coming supp paper as possible but its seems sat nth got in ......
should hv gone for e mind training wen i was young haha.... now no tym for dat kind of training liao
only left wif slping tym!? i wont do dat kind of sacrifices bahx....

went to IT show today wif TONS of ppl there......as i was wearing slippers my leg is covered with bruises after the walk arnd e exhibition hall..... saw alot of guys dat are not bad looking haha.....saw ex-bowenian also one from tp de working there (haiz.....*) dnt feel like seeing him there de
oh ya and also my favourite F1 is also there. Feel like playing the racing machine but my skill to lousy, dnt wanna embarrass myself haha

2009-09-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

have been crazy working like crazy makings calls as telemarketer at some **** company, and this will also be my first time in life dat so many ppl hang up my call one was very funny

A: hello, are you Mr ***?
B: who is this calling??
A: i'm calling from XXX company.
B: duuuuu*

Just wen i finish whr i'm from i hear nth, haha.

doing 3 different jobs in a week and dat was cool for my, i think , cos i broke my own record.

2009-09-03T00:13:00.009+08:00

wakakaka......"credit to Li Qing, 2009"

went out for lunch today, reach home early today and find nth to do
spending time reflecting on 'what's e problem'

went over to have Yuki Yaki at Marina Square where we got lost wen finding our way bac....haha

there are more pic taken

does she look like she is steaming her face?? haha only zhen is looking at me *_*

hehe sweeping all food into my mouth from e start, evidence shows from my chubby-fat face haha hoik!... saw my fast-moving hand dat capture food faster

"hello this pillar is my new hubby..."
(caption)

1st she took e food and place it in e hot pan in front of u and.....
u siam wen u are cooking the food and try gettign rescure from ppl arnd u
table of food on my right, this is only half e table full lols
saw e fried ebi and onion ring ??
they taste better if u heat em up b4 eating
another half which is on my left
first appearance of zhen in 'eating mode'love the green coloured mochi's colour but love e taste of e pink one cos its red bean de!!

i look so serious....like some animal *cat?
ohhh.....
hehe eating again

zhen ignoring me *_* ....so i have to be eating alone

this story start like this:
a single girl got to met some one in e restaurant, she was happy 2b there wif her

they were happy at first ....as time flies by, they got further....and further, until she is almost out of her view even though she came back, but she keep her ignored...... however she waited patiently for her time for some 'Fried' ice cream end product of passion fruit de
sir dup*

1st: happy eaitng 2nd: ice cream too big and cold to consume all at once
haha
over dose of ice cream = tired of it
what's wrong with that hand of mine....!?
haha ma face is 经典的咯
哈哈哈

doesn't it look like a spilled pastel with 'deco' on it??
last screen of us been and begin there

pic too small pls dnt blame me cos too many pic to upload, scared no space, hehe

2009-08-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!! holiday le, but i still to go back sch tmr to clean up my 'work place' b4 my holiday really comes, but only for 2 week end los... monday hv interview tues goin out wif girl through invatation. ^~^ feel shock at first as i thot i will jus like how i live through my lower sec sch days... whr ppl dnt really invite me out or anything haha... very quiet for my blog for a very long time so i thot, no visitors come at all to my emo blog dat will only spoil their day bahx... think of zhen's reaction* wahahhaaaaaaa that is classic de woh, haaahaaaa

2009-08-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

dont feel well today after having dinner.... flu + gastric pain = tmr's ghost festival?? possible??

2009-08-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

" A hungry man is a angry man "

2009-08-17T14:45:00.002+08:00

one test over yeah... finally ... but i was shock for one thing i hear. a class that always scores well, almost no one in their class fail for test or exams , study only a day before e test and they still scores well, strange rite? for me, even though i study a few day b4, i may not be able to rmb every thing from page one. wonder wat they made of....(Albert's brain, hahahaaa)
really envy los even though i used to have this 'talent' due to my misuse, it has gone dead and useless. i can study like a low IQ person los......*knock brain* was travelling by bus and got very hungry WAY b4 i reach home.....wen i finally reached home..............rush to kitchen to find food *hahaaaa sounds like 7 month ghost hahaaaa

currently got addicted to e manga " Bride of water god" a manga from Korea illustrator. i like how e character got dress, that was wat i longed to wear for decades (mayb not so long las...)
thot of trying it on my 21st birthday, if i have enof $$$ to go for photograh at studio heheee

2009-08-14T20:10:00.001+08:00

yoyo.... boring day today wen to sch for lec but brot nothing.....thot of meeting but not far places but did not go anywhere.....tmr have to work early in the morning again...sian.... mdm lau leaving us in 2 weeks tym...so sad
y is every lecturer leaving us one by one!?? is tp system really that ....?

launching my latest blog shop again!! http://www.junkiesweets.blogspot.com/ selling bakery stuff which i have learn from my sch, at first thot of making it a class blogshop but i dnt think every one likes dat idea haha....
please support. i dnt really have pictures to show yet but i will try to post what i know hehe
i can take this chance to practice, earn, and gain experience.....heheeee

2009-08-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

feel like, i have ruin my presentation ytd....forget to take pictures of procedure so have to redo again and problem is no place available......wonder how to survive

2009-08-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

Find this in my brother's blog which looks interesting to me, therefore, i enter mine too and......

answer are not 100% TRUE los.....like.........

Melanie
06/11/1990

You are Green Elephant, who is not pretentious and is a straightforward type of woman.

People rely on you a lot. [Am i??}

You tend to lack feminine flexibility and sensitivity, but because you don't depend on men, you can go about your business calmly and without being too emotional. [ hahhaa....i don't think i'm a clam person los, ppl who know me well should know]
You will not compromise, and your objective insight of things makes you look cruel and not having a charm.
But you are not a cruel person at all.
You like having your freedom, and just don't want to be restricted.
You are not a shy person.
You will have lots of relationship with men, and you know what type you like.[really!? but i think all men are.....]
You work hard and you learn hard. [somehow i think dat i'm lazier den hard working neh~]
You have flexibility to a certain extent, and will not be discouraged so easily.[
Nevertheless, you take time in finding about yourself.
You love peace, and will not get into conflict.[
You have perseverance, so if you get really angry, conflict will be protracted.
Your life is steady and you are an economic person.
You will not go buying things on impulse.[ hahaa...my money flow in and out like water how can it be!]
Although you are an active person, you tend to lack reading people's feelings, so be careful not to become isolated.[active!?]
You are a very straightforward person, and can act quickly. [dats what zhen always says]
But if you be too cautious, you tend not to be able to express your loving feelings.
Nevertheless, you are good at looking after others, and have lots of chance for romance. [i prefer to be looked after by others]
After marriage, you will be good wife and a mother[will i even get married?]

2009-08-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

think there is error with my com that i cun really read my mail properly i dont know if others also face e same problem as me.
have been thinking too much for my BP project presentation where we have to think of a way to plate our dish in a....pleasant way. Come out with pineapple tarts of different flavors hahaha.... but all of them taste ok but ***...tested by us b4 we ask others to have them for sensory

too tired le....brain not moving, memory not with my. i wonder how any % of e brain am i using....??.... <5? or < 3? was i using em? i feel that i was so blur at times and got irritated with myself for being myself, at times...........

cun kill myself cos i dnt belong to myself, cun give up becos there is no way for me to stop
reluctant to move my heart and soul forward but i have no choice for life......
what can i do next??

2009-08-03T00:17:00.001+08:00

mess up life = mess up schedule = messy = vexing

2009-07-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

feel like i have been dead from this blog for a long tym....(of cos its fake) haha....i hv been posting for quite a while but i cun get to read on others post as THEY ARE NOT UPDATING..... can u imagine visiting ur frens blog reading the same whole thing day after day.....diao........... and my chatty box is also VERY quiet ....damn quiet...practicing my jap class's role play and i find it funny to speak to other in japanese but i love it ....feel like i'm another step closer to them, Hey Say Jump members.... yuto's birthday is also coming, wondering if i should write a letter to him or just pray for him will do....haha.....dats wat i do for ppl whom i know of their DOB.....praying like wat my ah gong will do in church but i'm doing it in a different place haha

2009-07-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

it was a ...... day for me..stay over night at my gal-fren hse ytd jus for fun?? cos i was curious how does it feel like to stay over at other ppl's hse which i nv had a chance to do so wen i was a kid.
was also vexed whether to quit my job at Mac or not as e pay is low and i dnt really feel like goin there every week end to work and eat...
got my hair trimmed and no one actually realize except for e barber or till i tell em...
'hey, i cut my hair, is it nice?'
den they will go
" ohh....u cut ur hair?? hmm.... cun really see it but nice
Diao..... cun really see but nice?? is this person trying to play wif me??

tmr is my test and it's at 1600 whr i hv lesson up till 9? which means i hv to wait and waste my time in sch doin nth till it was my turn to go for my test!!!

oh man, kill me for dat

2009-07-23T23:34:00.001+08:00

2009-07-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

Harry Potter New Series Out Today!!! Went to watch it this morning b4 i head for sch.
the movie was......okok dnt have e feeling of wat i hv for e first series de..... sad sad

2009-07-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

there's a BIG rain this morning that drench me half wet even though i was under e shelter.....(gov. build for nth) but i was wearing long pant so its fine with me but wats more shocking is wen i was in e bus..................................................................i cun believe that i saw his name. a boy from JC, i think, was given a name Alphonsus, isn't it from fullmetal alchemist?? dat chibi Edward's brother?? i discover it only wen i was abt to reach my destination and i was damn slpy .... from dat moment onwards, i have been staring at his name tag until e bus reach tampanies interchange los.... and saw wen jie on e bus haha try my very best not to look at his eyes

today, odo i nv cut my hand but my hand got injured from i-dono-whr. work at bistro and got pumpkin hand!! haha dats a long story ..............................................

2009-07-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

this will be e second tym my chef knife have cause me to cut my finger. but now is bleeding profusely, (dripping blood)haha quite fun but painful .....Cries.....sad.....
e feeling at first was like needle poking but afterward when i wash my FINGER, e sensation liao........woh....i was wondering, do i have to bleed for every single practical?? Monday i cut my finger, today i hit my finger on my cabinate door....(diao.....) wat will happen tmr??

i was throwing tantrum today(i think) for dono wat reason, getting angry for no reason at home. mayb due to e stress from all e project work from all over the sch. flying msgs like sending vulgur haha...tmr still got presentation but nth was done so far....

wish for e best result

2009-07-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

this pictures are history ardy haha but i was posting it cos it brings back memories......love eating wif frends

wanna try guessing where this place is??

Hint 1:
Tables of left overs

Hint 2:

my favorite COLD dish, taste heavenly good wanna have some??

Hint 3:
This was what Qing ordered and she says its good? if i'm not wrong of my memory

Finally the answer is............

tuh dah!!!

think dat its abit stupid here
mayb i should take ' How stupid are you' test on facebook
haha

2009-07-08T23:26:00.003+08:00

too tired to type all in.... got test today, run in sch like crazy for e first tym, got scolded by lecturer, got so tired but cun really slp but dream and think of wat to do next...frens got ill and hope and pray that they will recover fast.....

2009-07-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

for some reason, i seems so empty in here since i have not been posting must. today is a very fun and tired day whr i hv been walking e same path from bakery to bistro for several times due to cake test and working. First i had my cake test before i travel to Bistro to work for arnd 2 hrs but was called back to de-mould my cake so i left for e while and went back to finish my test. i did not buy my cake as i know no one in my hse will eat anything i made.(they are afraid of food poisoning....haha)
Saw one of my chef during my break time on a super cute motor. or should i call it a scooter?? bright-light blue in colour......very eye catching and i did not realize it was him until my fren told me so haha.....love that colour but will not buy it hahah cos i favour green than blue hohooh

2009-07-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

i met him again in e bus but i only realize after he alighted, haha. but its better not to see anything on e way.
today was my first day working in Bistro Walk, and was late for a few minutes if im not wrong is 6 mins bcos her busi-ness, my punch in tym was delayed.....(sad).... but better den nth....
was rushing for my Jap tut all e way from Bistro.....and was surprised by e unnotice test which is on Jap's culture which i'm guilty for not going for any but once since e semester starts.....haha.....but fortunately, i was equip with a little of its culture through my research from internet long tym ago and also from my brother who was talking to me all about Jap thing wen he was learning it.....

was dissapointed by some ppl i met today, too many to mention and its bad to mention name
hv been so busy and tired whr slping and tym became so important to me bcos of "killing of time for free labouring" 30 hrs lea.....whr got enof tym?? no matter how to count also not enof to cover all in a month tym?? if im not wrong

AHhhhhhhhh........

2009-07-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

found this while doing some researching....

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and you usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

In love, you are very protective and supporting.
However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.

At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

2009-06-30T16:16:00.002+08:00

today will be e day i cried e most where no one notice.....i hv my second removed today due to...some reasons. did not score well my practical test. i think dats all bahx... i dint really cry out but inside my heart for some. i wonder will i hv a day where i will smile or laugh again since michael jackson pass away....still rmb i got to know him due to my bro who love to watch his show and listen to his music. sometimes he will even immitate his dance, moon walk which i also tried to learn but did not got hold of it at all haha i'm too stupid at this to master his skills..

wat can i write next??

2009-06-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

go wif val to FT island de concert showcase at some pub places i think, dats wat i think las. Cos of e deco there, its so dark and cooling with all those mist arnd which cos a blur vision. haha, at first i thot i was giddy but actually not hahahaaaaaa

it was rather close wen we got to see em and they look so young, actuall they are young. much more younger than me haha i'm old le
Was ask to go out but i really dnt hv e strength le, slept and wake up at this hour feeling tired but cun go back to slp so decide to post at least a bit b4 another round of slp haha....

ok..... feeling is here, have to end here

to be continue(2)....

2009-06-24T13:42:00.001+08:00

should i be happy?? sick for today
MC 2 days, body= heavy, brain=slow
my thought for u = ongoing

2009-06-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

super tiring day today wif not even 5 hrs of slp
plucking another tooth .....(sad) but no money,
nid to research for project too
nid to work too
nid to revice too
nid to relax too but dono how
nit to shop for fashion too but no money and time
nid to spend tym wif sisters too but when?
nit to die too but how and wen ??

2009-06-20T02:28:00.002+08:00

went for another round of drinking today haha wen to pk hse.... super tired from drinking
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz

to be continued.........................................................

2009-06-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

got complain frm frens dat i hv not been blogging so....

wen back to sch todya for laminated dough practice. shock to know dat i wasn't suppose to be there as there is renovation goin on and som year 3s are using part of e kitchen. i did not recieve any email regarding this and so.............., wen i thot i was abt to change back and go home. chef allowed to let me practice using a corner of e ktichen.
but it was a mess. e dough tear and butter starting to slip out form in btwn e dough
feel really tired after standing for such a long hours in e kitchen and not getting any progress. met those selected year 3 from other classes too, and today is also my 1st tym seeing chef getiing soooooooooooo angry of em.... bcos of repeated mistakes they made after been told by him.

wen to K box wif Qing and Zhen on.... tues?? i was dancing all along wif e music and Qing was laughing all e way, Zhen is concentrating on her singing . it was really a fun day where we sing and drank after we left K box and went to buy beer for myself.... till now, i finally uds why adults like to drink in big gulp, bcos it taste better dta way for drinkign beer .

a moth flyinh in my room today nearly got my soul. i'm super scared of insects de los.. and this particular moth purposely land itself in my room while i was blogging. jus wen my mum was catching e moth for me, something rings a bell to me. In e past, ppl used to say dat ur dead relative will turn in to insects like moth or beatle to visit u. jus as i ask my mum this qns, e moth flew out from its hidding place and fly all arnd me. and i feel like grandpa was wif me for a moment... and i really miss him......

in e end, e moth was ' send' away by my mum and my story continues.....

2009-06-11T00:06:00.001+08:00

working makes me feel soooooooooooooooo tired
and finally, my favourite comic is out "Charming Junkie" . although i dnt really like the way it ends *_8
tired man

2009-06-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

argh....hv to wait for e com to load for sooo long b4 i can actually do something.....eg watch a video or check my mail....there mus be something wrong wif my com. hmm... should be

today is e last day of term test( hurray!!) but.....
(i only realise this wen i was in e bus going home)
i wrote jus a few lines for a 7 marks qns w/o realising it until i left e examination hall!!
i was thinking how am i gonna score within dat short paragraph sia....at e moment i only thinking of leaving the hall 10 mins b4 or else i will hv to wait which i hate e most but now....

haiz and for today..due to my short T, my under was expose IN Front OF every one. it was only wen i was notify by my fren or else ...(-_-lll)

i wont wanna go sch anymore liao, will feel like tearing my face down. Argh!!!

super paiseh de los haix...

2009-05-28T10:08:00.003+08:00

wah
have been damn busy for no reason, so many things to do
all flying around me making me go crazy sia
term test oso coming liao but i hvn study .....*_*
going crazy oso wif the lack of sleep this week
got holiday oso like dnt hv, after holi still hv test waiting for me and not to forget e date lines of those proj

ARGH!!!!!

2009-05-23T06:42:00.002+08:00

arh... busy week and days, very tired from e lack of sleep and also the weightage of e work load. i makes me feel that i hv no tym to sleep nor tym to rest but my eyes are not opening at all!!
why cun human not sleep for e night or morning? feel irritated to work and sch for e same tym, feel like quiting it now.....

2009-05-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

hai ya hai ya so long nv post liao
getting lazier and lazier le. but monday was like a war to me. baking non stop from the morning, making cookie and also cream puff which taste heavenly nice but i did not buy any. *_* e sales was so hot dat i only 'try some' of the cookie hahaz..........
piped hazelnut was e best as it's neither too sweet nor strong flavoured..... too bad los can try making them next tym at home but now will hv to worry for my studies and also my time.

recently, found that i dnt hv enof tym to do much things which i hv to complete like my logbook and also my reports, studying of exams, revision?, working and also finance prob los
money decreasing as days goes by due to high expenses on other things

hving prob with e cheque los hv to go down this fri some more to collect new one??
odo not said but they should bank in for me personally or give me another new one

2009-05-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

oh man....so long since i have actually posted anything here
i wonder is this considered a 'living' blog any more

have been very very very busy wif sch work. next week is totally a disaster with 3 quizzes on e same week with 1 on friday too haiz

wonder will this keep up for e next few weeks.....

have really no idea whr i spend all my money this week as my money just got lesser and lesser without me noticing it at all!!!

practical hv been fun whr i could walk arnd and learn and experience rather den theory work all the time which is so dry and tasteless

hv been feeling very tired for this week as i hv been using my lappi after few days of isolation

2009-04-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

have not been touching my lappi at all for e past few days and my mood was not there at all
mama was hospitalise since monday and she promidsed to come back today but she wasnt, and i could not even get hold of whr she is now although she did called to tell me she was in ttsh doing check up. she has a random heart beat, that as wat she told me on e day she called.

i tried asking him but he does not want to tell so is my aunt who hv visited her e pass few days.
treating my like little whr i'm ardy 18
hate those adults to treat students like kids, especially me.

also hv been sick e day i went for my typhoid injection which is last saturday.... almost 5 days
my voice hv been changing almost every day and e condition is jus getting worst and worst like a boy breaking voices but i'm a gal! my 'voice' dnt change like theirs but why isnt i getting well from all e medicine??

now, anything dat passes through my throat hurts like burning fire and coughing makes it feel like tearing my throat apart.

super damn tired today

2009-04-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

was very de 'fan' got so money to think abt and also the matter of money which is.....
try to lessen mums burden but i dono how
try to find a job and work while study to earn my own allowance but i cun even score well for not working
wat if i work?? will i eventually pass and make it to my final yr????

bursary sounds good to me but how to submit things wen they dnt agree??

ARGH!!!!!

wen i thot i was satisfied with what i hv, y did it leave me so fast??
i nid a listening ear los ....
for taking in my troubles and not to rmb em, jus like a garbage bin....condemned

2009-04-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

today will be my last day for my holiday!
dnt feel like goin back to sch especially wen u hv to reach sch by 8am and lesson ending at 8pm!!
i dint realize until my fren told and i was not able to check for my timetable as there is some error wif e web, i think cun get in no matter wat even though my fren also tried login in

thot dat i can escape tmr's lesson but, haiz, my fren hv e TT printed which is e same as mine
it was stupid of me to copy dwn e lesson and not e venue of e lesson ....

will try my luck tmr again to get my FULL TT on hand

2009-04-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

ahh... have been so late ardy but i hv to clear my things which hv been added on from a few days ago....haiz.

but very happy thing is ytd is e last day of work and after dat went shopping wif qing for her shoe although we did bot shoes but it does not seems to be wat she wants.
we hv been look for shoes in Charles & Keith!!!!!
but still cun find any or wat her leg could fit. it was quite fun to run arnd lookign for something u really like and wan but 'running arnd' is very tired de lea....

still nid to buy 2 mre uni from sch wahhh!! $130 lea
thot dat i can use e money i earn to buy some clothes or treat my self better but noe i dont think so liao(*_*) but there is always a next tym haha

but dono whether is compulsory or not still hv to ask cher
Zzzzzzz
slping liao

2009-04-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

this will be 107th post using this blog skin
jus dono y i jus favor number dat comes with '7' in it. like 7, 17, 27, 57,77, 97.....
not all sevens i will favor, only some which i dono why

hv not been posting as my lappi have been in sleeping mode wen i was out for e whole day for work like today. Have been away from home from e morning 0715 till arnd 1930+. Almost 12 hrs away from home.....

hv been anxious about my bro's flight but it seems dat he did not tell anyone in e family wen he will be back...lol... but i was shock at first wen i called back and i heard his voice, i thot i called e wrong number so i ask whether this is bro on e phone. i feel so stupid at first but was happy dat he is back safe and sound. but i did not get to meet him at all, as he has plan to go out with his fren on e first day he came back. i wonder wat is family to him.....hmmm........puzzled neh~~~~

he will telll me his answer one day,....i'm sure, very sure about it haha
getting sleepy while posting....ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
have to catch some sleep b4 i become frens with China panda haha

2009-04-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

another boring day with nothing to do but to rest
i did not rest at all almost e whole day i think as i was awake from morning till now and i was trying to find some work for me to do, so i help i cleaning the house and also giving Tiffany a bath but she does seem to like it. As she have been licking more den wat she is doing b4 she wen for e bath, haiz dono wat she's thinking.

she was not allow to sleep in my room today as her body attract ants into my room and i am always the victim.

bot a new dairy book which i hv not been doin for e past one year since i was in poly as i thot blogging will be more clean and green in some sense as no paper is needed and lesser trees will be cut down. but starting a com hv been very inconvenient nowadays as my lappi is too heavy for my weak hand to carry. although writing may derive my from posting more but i will try to come as frequent as possible.

too many things to save le............money.......electric bill........time........

feel like working btu some how my body dont feel like moving but for e sake of earning money
wat can i say???

2009-03-31T00:49:00.002+08:00

have been running high fever since last Thursday, hv been at home since that day
at first. thot dat will get well very soon but as time passes..........

although it was not because of any mosquito bite but doc say dat it may be cause my some virus infection.

sleep from morning till jus now.....haiz now cannot sleep
after reading frens blog, feel really jealous of them
they can go out and have fun but i hv been suffering from this stupid high fever which won go away no matter wat method i use

after sleeping for so long, my whole body aches los....
and also feeling giddy from day one, like living in earthquake whole. everything arnd my is spinning sometimes cun even open my eyes los
this will be e first time i hate sweating so much, it jus feel like ur skin is melting and itchy

was hurt by mums word this morning
i called her to bring me to e hosp cos i suspect i got mosquito bite and guess wat she say
"now still early where got doc for u to see, wait for a later time den call me back, i very tired want to sleep bye"
but wen it was arnd 8 i called again ask her can we go now and.....

mum: ok, i wait for u at e clinic u call to inform e ppl there
Me : but i feeling giddy, i dnt think i can get there by myself. Can Drive me there?
Mum: why cun u walk? ok la wait for me downstairs i go fetch u

as not to make her wait, i quickly pack my things and went down but as time goes by i still dnt see her so i called again

Me: Mummy, whr r u? y hvn u come?
Mum: i still at home i just bath, nid to take out e laundry and eating my breakfast
Me: huh i hv been waiting like 5 min+ liao lea
Mum: ok la i come now

and wen e doc say i may get dengue she finally show some concern dat does not last long
as we get to e car she said this " i very tired lea thot of sleeping a while longer de los "
i did not say anything, jus pretend to fall asleep

i also feel apologetic for breaking my promise with qing
suppose to meet but postponeing until cancel ......

now i only wish to get well soon

2009-03-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

went for a movie at amk hub wif qing watching "confession for a shopaholic"
this movie was both funny and touching..... i can feel that

but it will be better if i donot hv any headache....argh!!!!
i feel like vomiting while walking to e cinema and it got worsen when i board e bus

i really feel bad for spoiling e mood of watching sucha nice movie but haiz
wat can i do??

wore a skirt today after a year on pants and shorts haha....

too full for dinner and dont feel like eating anything anymore for today
but wat i can say is.....
e pasta in pizza hut is good but i dont quite like their way of presenting e dish
some how..... flat??

(end)
today was e only day whr i dont feel anything under e sun
and thanks to qing, i feel much better after hving a good rest whr i hv wasted much of ur tym
really sorry here *_*

but hope dat u have a nice day today ^_^

2009-03-25T23:53:00.001+08:00

ur words are like a blade cutting e flesh of my heart
u cause me to bleed within me, dont u feel e pain too?

2009-03-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

haiz finally got one day whole at home using my lappi......argh!!!!!
wen i enter to post, i realize that for the whole afternoon i hv been sitting in front of my lappi until now!!!?? watching how hyun joong treat his 'wife' badly. it totally changes my image of him.

i thot guys should be more caring and gently to a girl, they like or...... (haha dono how to continue) i think dat a girl should be treated nicely by a guy and not haiz...... man should learn how to make things romantic sometime neh~~~~ haha
romantic guy are more attractive, i think.
cos they know how to wins a ladies' heart haha but not a flower boy

really hv to study liao, too many things to do nowadays but i was slagging all the time
hv been reading recipe books, expecially those with picture, to boost my thinking for e 2 dishes that i'm goin to draw for e submission to Chef wen e sem starts

haiz.............................

finish reading a chapter of eclipse ytd night b4 i go to slp
was shock dat i can read dat fast in a few mins tym haha...... but i love this book and i wonder wen i will really settle down to finish e book or really concentrate on finishing one thing at a tym

i today den realize that i cun concentrate well in one thing as in.....
in e past, i can sit there for several hours without moving just to finish a particular show or programme but now i cun even sit for more den 15 mins haha

time have really change me so is my environment
i got changed by wat changes around me, because there is lessons learn and experience gain every hour every min
but sometime i dont like how e way live goes
asking too much is one of my bad character neh~~haha

2009-03-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

wahhhhh..... just got my allowance but i spend it all in just one day and is very fast
ask for 2 weeks allowance half was gone by paying back to those whom i borrow $$ from and another half goes to my jeans i bot at 'just 2 u ' .....

i nid money!!!!

hv to stay at home from now onwards as i'm left wif nothing to spend liao +_+

earn!!!! tired sian bored sleepy

2009-03-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

100th post!!!! and i'm happy that i went out to vivo with my sis, val
she is cute and small, look very different from me so is she character. eu can say she is e light and im e dark/black one hahas cos i su*k at making frens, i always makes ppl hate me more every tym i show attitude******

some of todays stuff, go to vivo on a raining day with bulky small umbrella. finally i wear e scarf she and i bot LONG time ago.

actually goin there to look for e 50% discount Puma bag dat my sis say to be on but when we reached there....... we see nth but products on the shelves
e staff there are talking among themselves, not attending us so we 'walk' one round and left

later we went walking around, shopping in F21 whr i saw a e vest dat i want but too Xx so i did not buy anything there. bot bread and sushi and walk to e Sky Park to eat.

den.......

we go crazy in Daiso buying the most thing for e day hahas
but actually we only bot chopsticks , bowl and some Takoyaki stuff haha
we are having fun tym there wanting to buy alot of things which also include Bento Box!!!! which comes with no chopsticks......
i really wanted to get one for myself but i dont know when will i ever use it lols hahas
too lazy to wake up early to make bento for myself le....really pei fu those Japanese women who nids to wake up so early to prepare food for e family, doing all those housework all day and worrying for GST and rising of prize for food ...

by saying this makes me sound like one neh....hahas
but well......

fun time passes fast but memories have been captured by us as tym goes by
really love...... i dono what i love or rather i should say i like cookery book haha
bot one in 'page one'

have to start reading from tmr onwards le hohoho....>_<

#_#zzz tired but still feel like finishing my show ^_^
' GU JUNPYO!!!!' =Guem Jandi

2009-03-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

have been at home until evening, feel abit boring visiting blogs whr frens are not updating wat they are doing..... so do i haha

stay at home using lappi watching BOF from almost morning till night which is now... got this influence from Qing who kip reminding me of Ji Hoon who acted as hua ze lei haiz......

hv been spending too much nowadays as i hv to save up for part of my sch fees too....
i jus cun uds why my sis insist of buying one and not save those money for her sch fees instead? was it bcos i hv one and she nids one???

tmr there isnt work again which also means no money day but spending day
hv to find another job asap from news paper liao zzzz.....

come across this web whr they sell cupcake boxes which is damn cute and nice lorx feel like ordering it for my shop but i currently dnt hv any capital with me liao ZzZ

bot e coin purse i wanted from mini toons ^_^ rorokame de haha

few days ago to kinokuniya wif qing thot of buying a japan-english translation book but no money and she nv get to buy any of her korea language book ....

hope i get wat i wan wif effort put in and hope dat my father will one day find a job and not stay at home e whole day waiting for something to come
angry wif him bcos he make e whole hse like garbage, full of useless things but worth a dollar or two if they were sold to e galanguni

2009-03-09T23:34:00.003+08:00

went to pluck my tooth today in e morning ten and it was like fighting war with the dentist!!
it was painful at first but later after the injection i feel nth
after coming out from e room i got a shocking news from my mum saying dat e relatives children of hers is dead!! 4 yr old boy fell from 6 floor with no external bleeding

feel sad for his family......

ate pizza today and...... haiz ..... i have to go for more exercise liao....

2009-03-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

oh my have not been posting much even though i have been online in msn in this com, but some time i jus forget to post my feeling for dat day....
as for today, finally i remembered and i think i will have to write something about this BAD dentist i hv met few days ago

i hv tooth ache due to chewing or those nuts that my mum bot from Malaysia and so i went to e dentist i always goes to, but wen i saw e crowd......i turn around and look for another clinic which hv lesser ppl.....and i really regret for doing that. becos till noe my tooth still hv e pain and i hv to take pain killer to overcome this pain

i could neither talk nor eat with e pain in my mouth, and i really do not know wat to do as u hv to make an appointment b4 u go for a dental check up...i dono whether can i still bear with e pain for one more day or not

monday and tuesday iw ill be taking off from work to rest and also spend some time with my mummy whr we goin out for lunch.... hahax so good and nice

it has been a long long long time since we (as in all children) go out with my mum without e presence of my dad, cos i think he has things to do bahx.....did not hear anything from him nor my sis on whether is he goin or not

looking my pay day haha

got mine today will have to wait till next month de 5th den get another tym hahah

feeling very tired now typing all my "good English' here
hahax
but i really ni d to apologize for any grammar or spelling mistake

2009-03-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

haiz so long since i rmb to post anything here..... having tooth ache today due to those nuts dat i hv ate this morning..... weak tooth neh haha i have been brushing them every morning and night but they still go decay i also dono why.....

today no work so i hv been lazying in my hse for e whole day without going out at all....work starts at 5.....e day which we get our pay and also goin for sakae as promised....

enjoying korea music while posting here...hahax.....got myself hook up on korea music
songs from ss501, shinee, DBSK??
ya so far only this few but i like DBSK song e best.... jaejoong look just like shoon
like jeajoong in japan chibi version hahax.... changming give me a...... tegoshi feeling
he give me a feeling dat he always get bullied by his team mates all e time just like tegoshi by yamapi wen he us debuted in NEWS

bring back so many memories neh......

have to go out tmr but i dono whr i could go.... i cun be asking e same old ppl out with me rite
cos i kip thinking dat dey will sure be sick and tired to see my face every now and then rite??
but i still wish more ppl can ask me out for ....job interview??
seriously looking for more jobs which could give me higher income to pay for my nxt semester de sch fees los .....

MONEY!!!! whr are you !? i want you i need you please be by my side!!!!!!!!.......................

2009-02-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!! M y holiday starts today e moment i leave the examination hall......

very crazy de take cab with qing to amk Kbox plaza to sing till 7 haha
and one thing i hate abt taxi driver is that they like drive very slow where e road is neither crowded nor packed. waste my money on slow driver los, i like things to go in fast pace haha

one very sian thing....tmr nid to work and 720 nid to reach meeting point los Zzz....
feel like taking a day off for tmr but too bad i nid to earn money in this holiday
as much as possible to clear my 'debts' man, owning too much money is wat i find it bad for me cos i know dat no one would wanna own others anything especially money.....

will be working like crazy from day to night los..... but so far still cun find any F&B job, thot of experiencing just once will be good but y cun they just hire me?? my fren send in resume e same time as me but only he is notified.....*_* why not me!!!.....

MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!! i wan more!!!

kt house

Find this in my brother's blog which looks interesting to me, therefore, i enter mine too and......

Melanie 06/11/1990

Melanie
06/11/1990