i failed to bake a cake that day, i was thinking what had happened to me that day
but i did that icing which is very perfect i luv it but why the cake?
i think im goin to try baking one again to brush up my skill?? i think i can say that bahx...cos i last tym used to bake cakes all the tym....
ytd i did went out but i feel that the conversation were rather cold to me.... i dono why but i got this feeling that i was left aloe in one corner like some dirt
no one ask mi out for window shopping, no one call to chat with mi, simply no one
it was like i did not exist in th atmosphere
i feel so lonely at home doing nothing but to read and watch , eat and move around
although i went out with Qing but our conversation were not long like the past
i really envy her to have outside frens who will still rmb her and still go out with her like close
fren not like me
i loses fren almost every year although i do gain some but as time passes by they vanished like steam
i feel lonely sometimes but i still rmb a song sang by yabu kota named hitori janai=i'm not alone
i like this quote but it was impossible for me to use it now
i wish to be independent and make myself packed with programs and make full use of my time
